My Mind Works - My Fingers Type

It's Held Within

2011-11-07T14:40:00.000-05:00

Goodbye to all those things we have
been through in all those years.
The sadness covered by many laughs
that wiped away our tears.

To be thankful for so many things
when past events went wrong.
Is just not easy or so it seems
but surely makes you strong.

Time has passed and I came to find
the love that's held within.
My family, friends, my wife - so kind
that's where it all begins.

I've learned to cherish everything
and anything that's near.
Be thankful for the way I'm living
all throughout the year.

5th Anniversary Letter

2011-08-02T19:58:00.002-04:00

My Dearest Wife,

As a couple we have walked the path of marriage to this destination - our 5th wedding anniversary. Half a decade of marriage - doesn't time fly? In all those years we've experienced quite some times, but everything we've been through has proven our love more and more real. Just like a rain drop falling from the sky, beginning its journey by flowing with the current, its path going through ups and downs until it soaks into the earth where it continuous its journey underground. That's exactly how I'd describe what we have; Cupid's hit us with his love arrow unexpectedly and we've fallen for each other head over heel. Our path has brought us through ups and downs but we kept on going no matter how big the rocks in our way were. When it'll be time for us to leave this world, our love will continuously live on to infinity and beyond underground.

Infinite... Doesn't that have a nice ring to it? I'm loving you so much that I wish time on this world would go on forever. What I know for a fact, though, is that I'll always have you close to me. You're the one person I can always count on. I've put my life into your hands, knowing that there's no better place for it to be and nobody that can care for it as much as you do.

Being with you is like dreaming with my eyes wide open. I'm drawn to you in so many ways that it's hard to focus on anything else. Even after all this time I'm still crazy about you and addicted to you in each and every way. I could spend my days with nothing more but looking at you and listening to that beautiful angel voice of yours. You've put a spell on me when you first entered that chat room and it's never worn off ever since. What makes it so wonderful is that even though I'm aware of that, I don't mind if you put another thousand spells on me. I'm dancing at your fingertips and I enjoy every second of it. I know what I got with you and know that you deserve to be treated like a princess.

A woman's worth is so much more than just looks or how great her curves lie. It's about how she shows her heart and soul and how she presents herself. If all that gets combined and served on a silver platter you know you have something worth much more than you expected.

The time spent on earth is precious and you always got to make the most out of it. I've already made the most out of it by loving and marrying you. There's nothing else I'd rather do than spend my time on this world with you. Our two hearts have melted into one and have not been separated ever since - and never will. When two people like us fit together so perfectly it just has to be right.

So you see, once again I'm trying to say how much I love you but all I'm ending up with is ramblings. How do I put something in words when there aren't any words to describe it? And how would I show you the value of our love when there's not nearly enough money in this world to do that? I didn't really have to think about that for long, because there's only one thing in the universe that can answer all those questions, and that one thing is "love"! Even though I might never be able to fully describe how much I really love you, I will always show you with my love. And even though we'll have enough money to not have to worry about anything one day, there would still never be enough money no matter how much we'd save up or how long we'd live. It's just that simple: Our love is so extremely worthy, special, unique and endless that it's just indescribable. But believe me when I tell you that I'll keep on trying to describe it until I get close to doing so. And even after that I'll continue trying!

We have those special moments when we can't get enough of each other at all and it's like we're back in our teenage years and just fell in love with one another. That's what I love about us. No matter how much time we spend together, there are still plenty of moments where we experience new things about each other and new things about our marriage. There have also been lots of times when I fell in love with you all over again. Either you just said something or once again entered a room in your true beauty, or perhaps you just sat there and looked breathtaking. No matter what, you're my dream come true and I know my dream will go on until the last rose dies.

I am so much in love with you that at times everything else around us seems unnecessary. You are all I need and you are all I want. This is me wanting you to know that my love for you is definite and true and I'll love you endlessly!

Here's to another twenty years. Let us move on to our silver wedding anniversary, before we go to our gold and then to our diamond one. We are meant to be together. We are meant to last forever.

To infinity and beyond.

Happy Anniversary, Baby.

With eternal love,

Your husband

Simon

Aries

2011-07-26T00:20:00.000-04:00

A masculine positive cardinal fire sign,
Hot and fiery, always likes to shine.
Lustful and sensual,
Passionate and physical.
Sometimes selfish,
But most of the time expressive.
Now and then possessive,
But ALL THE TIME protective!

Journey

2011-07-26T00:19:00.001-04:00

Lonely and alone
Surrounded by green
In a forbidden zone
What a beautiful scene

The wind is blowing
Wraps me in cold
I'm slowly growing
Lo and behold

Out of control
Tattered and torn
In search for my goal
Before I am reborn

To Believe or Not To Believe

2011-06-08T17:04:00.003-04:00

Believing is a big part of life. When growing up you mostly follow the beliefs of your parents, but as you grow older you start to develop your own beliefs. Believing in something is important for most people and differs in the religion you have. As far as I know, God is the one most of the population believe in, but certainly not the only one. Nowadays, New Age comes up in conversations even more than it did back in the days. If I'm not mistaken, it's its own class and doesn't have a holy text unlike most formal religions. It's a mind-body-soul spirituality where people with the same beliefs get together. It is believed that things like healing with only your hands and mind is absolutely possible and unlike any other religion, there's no actual believing in a "Being" (like God, Buddha…etc.)

I grew up in a family filled with non-believers, and even now, I've never believed in God. I went through events like a confirmation and had to attend religious classes in school, but I just couldn't get myself to believe in God. As years passed and tragic events happened, I lost faith in believing at all. I've heard sayings about God, that there's a reason for everything He does, but being filled with pain and confusion, I just couldn't understand why He would take loved ones away from us. Going through life filled with tragic and unfair events showed me even more that something like God just couldn't exist. At least not in my mind.

So here I am, trying to put a post together about something I don't really believe in, but feeling the need of having to do it anyway. I feel that there's something higher than us. Something that watches over us and protects us from bad things. Thinking about all the things that have happened in the world and are still happening, there just has to be a higher being. Some things just don't make any sense at all and to find an actual answer to all those questions is just too hard. So I feel it, but do I actually believe in it? I don't know.

A few days ago, I've asked myself the question of whether or not life would be easier if I'd actually believe in something. Would life so far had turned out different if I'd believed in God? Or believed in anything at all? Would I be a different person if that would be the case? But then I realized something. I thought about it hard and long and came to the conclusion that I indeed believe in something higher. Something that's above us and - I like to think so - protects us from the bad. I found something, something that might be the answer to my question.

Who said that believing in something has to be religious? Who said that the only beliefs you can have are the believing in God etc.? I know for a lot of religious people, that's exactly the case. But what about the spiritual folk? Aren't the things they believe in emotional? Like Love and Astrology? Crystals and Tarot Cards? If I'm not mistaken, that's exactly what it is. I'm not sure if I believe in the telling of the future by astrology, crystals and tarot cards, but I can definitely say that I do believe in love. The moment you are born you receive the love of your mother. Then your father and the entire family come into picture. You receive all their love and you didn't even do anything to get it all. You've only seen this world for a few minutes, but you're already overflowed by it. The receiving continues as you grow older, and by the time you can make decisions for yourself, you start giving love. So if we think about this for a second, love accompanies you throughout your entire life, so isn't the belief in love (which is something spiritual) equal to the belief in a God? (religious).

A lot of questions I might never get an answer to, but I'll definitely keep an open mind when going through life, because you never know when something comes your way that makes you feel 'free'!

I know that you'll heal

2011-05-18T17:29:00.000-04:00

You feel like life's stabbing you in the back,
and all the visions you've seen have turned black.

You feel lonely and just want to cry,
because everything is just passing by.

Right now you don't feel like doing much at all,
and in this big world you feel so small.

What is the reason? What is the deal?
It can not be right, it's all so surreal.

The way you are treated, it's simply unfair,
body, mind and soul feel like they tear.

You've done so much with nothing in return,
Soon it'll be no longer your concern.

Imagine the future and see what is there,
there won't be time for sadness to spare

We will be happy and we will have fun,
we'll have adventures and then some more, Hun.

A huge home, a big garden it'll hold,
a new chapter in our story will be told

A jacuzzi and a big pool to swim,
our green grass will have a very nice trim.

One huge room with lots of books to fill,
Where we can read, have a drink and just chill.

In the night I can fire up the grill,
while looking up at the sand covered hill.

But today we live in the here and now,
Where nothing really fills us with a wow.

It will change, but I'm always here for you,
And with everything I'll help you through.

I can't pretend to know how you feel,
but as long as I'm here I know that you'll heal.

Happy Birthday, Princess

2011-05-16T11:57:00.000-04:00

It was a sunny day when you were born,
probably the reason why you love corn.

Your birthday's in spring when gardening starts,
when you grow fruits to make pineapple tarts.

A bomb you are in the kitchen as well,
where you cook things that make my belly swell.

You're more beautiful than you ever were,
let's have a drink so bring out the liquor.

So you can see there's nothing you can't do,
which explains why I'm keep falling for you.

I hope you will have a beautiful day,
with love from your hubby who's gone insane.

All I've Ever Wanted To Be

2011-02-23T22:13:00.000-05:00

He was there right by my side
He held my hand, was full of pride
He looked at me, his first born son
And that is how my life begun

From birth on he was always there
Looked out for me, made sure he cared
He showed me things I'd never seen
And took me places I'd never been

I'll never forget the adventures we had
And all the interesting things we'd said
Our days were filled with laughter and fun
And lots of picnic's under the sun

In summer we went to beaches in spain
Times spent there sure were anything but lame
And skiing in the mountains in winter for days
Was something that made us go out of our ways

And still after all those many years
After bad choices and lots of fears
Time passed by and I became a man
But he was still there to tell me that I can

He is there through thick and thin
And I can always count on him
No matter what, he's there for me
He's all I've ever wanted to be

Thank you Dad, for all that you've done
Believe me, I'm proud to be your son
I've never told you, but it's true
I know you love me, I love you too

Life Ain't Easy

2011-02-16T18:13:00.000-05:00

Sometimes in life things just don't go right
People are changing and you lose your light
Everything around you seems to break apart
And that's how it feels deep down in your heart

You start questioning all hat has been
And tears start blurring everything you've seen
Feeling unsure with how your life goes on
Wondering where you will get your strength from

The thing called life is as hard as it can be
We meet different people but nothing's for free
But to truly feel broken, nothing comes close
For the once we love can hurt us the most

Nobody's perfect; that's just how it is
We are only humans, always remember this
We learn from life and life learns from us
There's nobody out there but yourself to impress

Never forget it could always be worse
Take two steps back and start to observe
True friends are always there by your side
But what is worth fighting for only you can decide

Good Meets Evil

2011-02-15T17:53:00.003-05:00

Anger rising from deep inside of him
Everything's changing; head, blood and limb
Full of temper and full of hate
Damage is done, now it's too late

Her looks are filled with sadness and fear
Screaming and yelling is all she can hear
Like something good that turns into bad
She closes her eyes, it makes her so sad

The time passes slowly while she counts to ten
She wants him to stop, wants the noise to end
Not noticing the rage she sees in his eyes
Wondering if that man is nothing but lies

Into a monster he turns when he's mad
"I'm not gonna live with that" she'd once said
Anger management is what he needs
Before both their hearts forever bleed

Anger rising from deep inside of me
Changing into something I don't want to be
Full of temper and full of hate
Let's work on it before it's too late

Be Who You Are...

2011-01-05T21:17:00.002-05:00

Taking a look back at old pictures and memories I've noticed how much we've all changed in the past few years. It's a scary concept when you really think about it. We all used to talk about never wanting to grow up and wanting to be kids forever. Things change and it's those changes in our lives that help us shape who we are as adults. Sometimes you can't help but wish you were that kid once again, living life without a care, goofing around and being yourself, and it makes me wonder: What is going to happen to us in the future? Where will our choices take us in life? Who will be there in the end for us?

As we take charge of our lives we grow, and the adults we grow into are undetermined. Take charge of your own destiny, make yourself into the best person you can possibly be. Don't let other people's judgments and opinions take a place in determining who you are as a whole. Yes we will make mistakes, yes we will fall, but in the end we will always pick ourselves back up and keep moving forward.

“Around here, however, we don’t look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things… and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.” - Walt Disney

As for myself, I'm going to keep moving forward and not let my past mistakes ruin the bright future I have ahead of me. Yes I've screwed up one too many times but that will not hinder my efforts. I am whoever I wish to be, whether that be what the world wants or not. I will always be myself no matter what. I am who I chose to be!

Christmas Songs

2010-12-20T22:17:00.006-05:00

Don't you hate it when you're looking for something online and you have to go to a thousand different places to look for it? Well I sure do, and that's why I've made this post here with some of the most famous Christmas songs. Enjoy and keep on singing...

Jingle Bells

Dashing through the snow, in a one-horse open sleigh
Over the fields we go, laughing all the way
Bells on bob-tail ring, making spirits bright
What fun it is to ride and sing a sleighing song tonight

Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way
O what fun it is to ride in a one-horse open sleigh
Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way
O what fun it is to ride in a one-horse open sleigh

A day or two ago, I thought I'd take a ride
And soon Miss Fanny Bright, was seated by my side
The horse was lean and lank, misfortune seemed his lot
He got into a drifted bank and we got upsot

Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way
O what fun it is to ride in a one-horse open sleigh
Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way
O what fun it is to ride in a one-horse open sleigh

A day or two ago, the story I must tell
I went out on the snow, and on my back I fell
A gent was riding by, in a one-horse open sleigh
He laughed as there I sprawling lie but quickly drove away

Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way
O what fun it is to ride in a one-horse open sleigh
Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way
O what fun it is to ride in a one-horse open sleigh

Now the ground is white, go it while you're young
Take the girls tonight, and sing this sleighing song
Just get a bob-tailed bay, two-forty as his speed
Hitch him to an open sleigh and crack! you'll take the lead

Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way
O what fun it is to ride in a one-horse open sleigh
Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way
O what fun it is to ride in a one-horse open sleigh

Merry Little Christmas

Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Let your heart be light
From now on
Our troubles will be out of sight
Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Make the Yule-tide gay
From now on
Our troubles will be miles away

Here we are as in olden days
Happy golden days of yore
Faithful friends who are dear to us
Gather near to us once more

Through the years we all will be together
If the Fates allow
Hang a shining star upon the highest bough
And have yourself a merry little Christmas now

White Christmas

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas
Just like the ones I used to know
Where the treetops glisten,
and children listen
To hear sleigh bells in the snow

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas
With every Christmas card I write
May your days be merry and bright
And may all your Christmases be white

I'm dreaming of a white Christmas
With every Christmas card I write
May your days be merry and bright
And may all your Christmases be white

It's Beginning To Look A Lot Like Christmas

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas
Ev'rywhere you go
Take a look in the five and ten glistening once again
With candy canes and silver lanes aglow

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas
Toys in ev'ry store
But the prettiest sight to see is the holly that will be
On your own front door

A pair of hopalong boots and a pistol that shoots
Is the wish of Barney and Ben
Dolls that will talk and will go for a walk
Is the hope of Janice and Jen
And Mom and Dad can hardly wait for school to start again

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas
Ev'rywhere you go
There's a tree in the Grand Hotel, one in the park as well
The sturdy kind that doesn't mind the snow

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas
Soon the bells will start
And the thing that will make them ring is the carol that you sing
Right within your heart

I'll Be Home For Christmas

I'm dreamin' tonight of a place I love
Even more then I usually do
And although I know it's a long road back
I promise you

I'll be home for Christmas
You can count on me
Please have snow and mistletoe
And presents under the tree
Christmas Eve will find me
Where the love light beams
I'll be home for Christmas
If only in my dreams

Christmas Eve will find me
Where the love light beams
I'll be home for Christmas
If only in my dreams
If only in my dreams

We Wish You A Merry Christmas

We wish you a Merry Christmas
We wish you a Merry Christmas
We wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year
Good tidings we bring to you and your kin
Good tidings for Christmas and a Happy New Year

Oh, bring us a figgy pudding
Oh, bring us a figgy pudding
Oh, bring us a figgy pudding and a cup of good cheer
We won't go until we get some
We won't go until we get some
We won't go until we get some, so bring some out here

We wish you a Merry Christmas
We wish you a Merry Christmas
We wish you a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year

Deck The Halls

Deck the halls with boughs of holly
Fa la la la la, la la la la
Tis the season to be jolly
Fa la la la la, la la la la

Don we now our gay apparel
Fa la la, la la la, la la la
Troll the ancient Yule tide carol
Fa la la la la, la la la la

See the blazing Yule before us
Fa la la la la, la la la la
Strike the harp and join the chorus
Fa la la la la, la la la la

Follow me in merry measure
Fa la la la la, la la la la
While I tell of Yule tide treasure
Fa la la la la, la la la la

Fast away the old year passes
Fa la la la la, la la la la
Hail the new, ye lads and lasses
Fa la la la la, la la la la

Sing we joyous, all together
Fa la la la la, la la la la
Heedless of the wind and weather
Fa la la la la, la la la la.

Silent Night

Silent night, holy night
All is calm, all is bright
Round yon virgin mother and child
Holy infant so tender and mild
Sleep in heavenly peace
Sleep in heavenly peace

Silent night, holy night
Shepherds quake at the sight
Glories stream from heaven afar
Heavenly hosts sing alleluia
Christ the Savior, is born
Christ the Savior, is born

Silent night, holy night
Son of God, love's pure light
Radiant beams from thy holy face
With the dawn of redeeming grace
Jesus, Lord, at thy birth
Jesus, Lord, at thy birth

12 Days Of Christmas

On the first day of Christmas
my true love gave to me:
A partridge in a pear tree

On the second day of Christmas
my true love gave to me:
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On the third day of Christmas
my true love gave to me:
Three French hens
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On the fourth day of Christmas
my true love gave to me:
Four calling birds
Three French hens
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On the fifth day of Christmas
my true love gave to me:
Five golden rings
Four calling birds
Three French hens
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On the sixth day of Christmas
my true love gave to me:
Six geese a-laying
Five golden rings
Four calling birds
Three French hens
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On the seventh day of Christmas
my true love gave to me:
Seven swans a-swimming
Six geese a-laying
Five golden rings
Four calling birds
Three French hens
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On the eighth day of Christmas
my true love gave to me:
Eight maids a-milking
Seven swans a-swimming
Six geese a-laying
Five golden rings
Four calling birds
Three French hens
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On the ninth day of Christmas
my true love gave to me:
Nine ladies dancing
Eight maids a-milking
Seven swans a-swimming
Six geese a-laying
Five golden rings
Four calling birds
Three French hens
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On the tenth day of Christmas
my true love gave to me:
Ten lords a-leaping
Nine ladies dancing
Eight maids a-milking
Seven swans a-swimming
Six geese a-laying
Five golden rings
Four calling birds
Three French hens
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On the eleventh day of Christmas
my true love gave to me:
Eleven pipers piping
Ten lords a-leaping
Nine ladies dancing
Eight maids a-milking
Seven swans a-swimming
Six geese a-laying
Five golden rings
Four calling birds
Three French hens
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

On the twelfth day of Christmas
my true love gave to me:
Twelve drummers drumming
Eleven pipers piping
Ten lords a-leaping
Nine ladies dancing
Eight maids a-milking
Seven swans a-swimming
Six geese a-laying
Five golden rings
Four calling birds
Three French hens
Two turtle doves
And a partridge in a pear tree

The First Noel

The First Noel, the Angels did say
Was to certain poor shepherds in fields as they lay
In fields where they lay keeping their sheep
On a cold winter's night that was so deep
Noel, Noel, Noel, Noel
Born is the King of Israel

They looked up and saw a star
Shining in the East beyond them far
And to the earth it gave great light
And so it continued both day and night
Noel, Noel, Noel, Noel
Born is the King of Israel

And by the light of that same star
Three Wise men came from country far
To seek for a King was their intent
And to follow the star wherever it went
Noel, Noel, Noel, Noel
Born is the King of Israel

This star drew nigh to the northwest
O'er Bethlehem it took its rest
And there it did both Pause and stay
Right o'er the place where Jesus lay
Noel, Noel, Noel, Noel
Born is the King of Israel

Then entered in those Wise men three
Full reverently upon their knee
And offered there in His presence
Their gold and myrrh and frankincense
Noel, Noel, Noel, Noel
Born is the King of Israel

Then let us all with one accord
Sing praises to our heavenly Lord
That hath made Heaven and earth of nought
And with his blood mankind has bought
Noel, Noel, Noel, Noel
Born is the King of Israel

It's The Most Wonderful Time Of The Year

It's the most wonderful time of the year
With the kids jingle-belling
And everyone telling you
Be of good cheer
It's the most wonderful time of the year

It's the hap-happiest season of all
With those holiday greetings
And great happy meetings
When friends come to call
It's the hap-happiest season of all

There'll be parties for hosting
Marshmallows for roasting
And caroling out in the snow
There'll be scary ghost stories
And tales of the glories
Of Christmases long, long ago

It's the most wonderful time of the year
There be much mistletoe-ing
And hearts will be glowing
When loved ones are near
It's the most wonderful time of the year

Woah, there'll be parties for hosting
Marshmallows for roasting
And caroling out in the snow
There'll be scary ghost stories
And tales of the glories
Of Christmases long, long ago

It's the most wonderful time of the year
There be much mistletoe-ing
And hearts will be glowing
When loved ones are near
It's the most wonderful time
It's the most wonderful time
It's the most wonderful time of the year

Jingle Bell Rock

Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock
Jingle bells swing and jingle bells ring
Snowing and blowing up bushels of fun
Now the jingle hop has begun

Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock
Jingle bells chime in jingle bell time
Dancing and prancing in Jingle Bell Square
In the frosty air

What a bright time, it's the right time
To rock the night away
Jingle bell time is a swell time
To go gliding in a one-horse sleigh
Giddy-up jingle horse, pick up your feet
Jingle around the clock
Mix and a-mingle in the jingling feet
That's the jingle bell
That's the jingle bell
That's the jingle bell rock

Walking In A Winter Wonderland

Sleigh bells ring, are you listenin'
In the lane snow is glistenin'
A beautiful sight, we're happy tonight
Walking in a winter wonderland

Gone away is the blue bird
Here to stay is the new bird
He sings a love song as we go along
Walking in a winter wonderland

In the meadow we can build a snowman
And pretend that he is parson brown
He'll say, "Are you married?" We'll say, "No, man
But you can do the job when you're in town"

Later on we'll conspire
As we dream by the fire
To face unafraid, the plans that we've made
Walking in a winter wonderland

Later on we'll conspire
As we dream by the fire
To face unafraid, the plans that we've made
Walking in a winter wonderland

We'll go walking in a winter wonderland
Walking in a winter wonderland
Walking in a winter wonderland, hand in hand
We'll go walking, walking in a winter wonderland
In a winter wonderland

Santa Claus Is Coming To Town

Oh! You better watch out
You better not cry
You better not pout
I'm telling you why
Santa Claus is coming to town

He's making a list
He's checking it twice
He's gonna find out
who's naughty or nice
Santa Claus is coming to town

He sees you when you're sleeping
He knows when you're awake
He knows if you've been bad or good
So be good for goodness sake

So...You better watch out
You better not cry
You better not pout
I'm telling you why
Santa Claus is coming to town.

Little tin horns
Little toy drums
Rudy-toot-toot
and rummy tum tums
Santa Claus is coming to town.

Little toy dolls
that cuddle and coo
Elephants, boats
and Kiddie cars too
Santa Claus is coming to town.

The kids in Girl and Boy Land
will have a jubilee
They're gonna build a toyland town
all around the Christmas tree

You better watch out
You better not cry
You better not pout
I'm telling you why

Santa Claus is comin'
Santa Claus is comin'
Santa Claus is comin'
To town

Here Comes Santa Claus

Here comes Santa Claus
Here comes Santa Claus
Right down Santa Claus Lane
Vixen and Blitzen and all his reindeer
Pullin' on the reins
Bells are ringin', children singin'
All is merry and bright
So hang your stockings and say your prayers
'Cause Santa Claus comes tonight

Here comes Santa Claus
Here comes Santa Claus
Right down Santa Claus Lane
He's got a bag that's filled with toys
For boys and girls again
Hear those sleigh bells jingle jangle
Oh what a beautiful sight
So jump in bed, and cover your head
'Cause Santa Claus comes tonight

Here comes Santa Claus
Here comes Santa Claus
Right down Santa Claus Lane
He'll come around when chimes ring out
It's Christmas time again
Peace on earth will come to all
If we just follow the light
So let's give thanks to the Lord above
'Cause Santa Claus comes tonight

Here comes Santa Claus
Here comes Santa Claus
Right down Santa Claus Lane
Vixen and Blitzen and all his reindeer
Pullin' on the reins
Bells are ringin', children singin'
All is merry and bright
So jump in bed, and cover your head
'Cause Santa Claus comes tonight

Peace on earth will come to all
If we just follow the light
So let's give thanks to the Lord above
'Cause Santa Claus comes tonight
So let's give thanks to the Lord above
'Cause Santa Claus comes tonight

O Holy Night

O holy night, the stars are brightly shining
It is the night of our dear Savior's birth
Long lay the world in sin and error pining
Till he appeared and the soul felt its worth
The thrill of hope, the weary world rejoices
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn
Fall on your knees
Oh, hear the angel voices
O night divine
O night when Christ was born
O night divine
O night, O night divine

The thrill of hope, the weary world rejoices
For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn
Fall on your knees
Oh, hear the angel voices
O night divine
O night when Christ was born
O night divine
O night, O night divine
O holy night

Rocking Around The Christmas Tree

Rocking around the Christmas Tree
at the Christmas party hop
Mistletoe hung where you can see
Ev'ry couple tries to stop

You will get a sentimental feeling When you hear voices singing
"Let's be jolly; Deck the halls with boughs of holly" Rocking around the Christmas Tree
Have a happy holiday
Everyone's dancing merrily
In a new old fashioned way

Rocking around the Christmas Tree
Let the Christmas Spirit ring
Later we'll have some pumpkin pie
and we'll do some caroling

You will get a sentimental feeling When you hear voices singing
"Let's be jolly; Deck the halls with boughs of holly"
Rocking around the Christmas Tree
Have a happy holiday
Everyone's dancing merrily
In a new old fashioned way

Rudolph The Red-Nosed Reindeer

Rudolph, the red-nosed reindeer
had a very shiny nose
And if you ever saw him
you would even say it glows

All of the other reindeer
used to laugh and call him names
They never let poor Rudolph
join in any reindeer games

Then one foggy Christmas Eve
Santa came to say:
"Rudolph with your nose so bright,
won't you guide my sleigh tonight?"

Then all the reindeer loved him
as they shouted out with glee
Rudolph the red-nosed reindeer
you'll go down in history

Sleigh Ride

Just hear those sleigh bells jingle-ing
Ring ting tingle-ing too
Come on, it's lovely weather
For a sleigh ride together with you

Outside the snow is falling
And friends are calling "You Hoo"
Come on, it's lovely weather
For a sleigh ride together with you

Giddy-yap giddy-yap giddy-yap let's go
Let's look at the snow
We're riding in a wonderland of snow
Giddy-yap giddy-yap giddy-yap it's grand
Just holding your hand
We're gliding along with the song of a wintry fairy land

Our cheeks are nice and rosy and comfy cozy are we
We're snuggled up together like two birds of a feather would be
Let's take the road before us and sing a chorus or two
Come on, it's lovely weather for a sleigh ride together with you

There's a birthday party at the home of Farmer Gray
It'll be the perfect ending of a perfect day
We'll be singing the songs we love to sing without a single stop
At the fireplace while we watch the chestnuts pop
Pop! Pop! Pop!

There's a happy feeling nothing in the world can buy
When they pass around the coffee and the pumpkin pie
It'll nearly be like a picture print by Currier and Ives
These wonderful things are the things we remember all through our lives

Let It Snow

Oh, the weather outside is frightful
But the fire is so delightful
And since we've no place to go
Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow

It doesn't show signs of stopping
And I brought some corn for popping
The lights are turned way down low
Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow

When we finally say good night
How I hate going out in the storm
But if you really hold me tight
All the way home I'll be warm

The fire is slowly dying
My dear, we're still goodbying
As long as you love me so
Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow

Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow
Let it snow, let it snow, let it snow

You Define Love

2010-12-11T15:11:00.003-05:00

I've experienced both love and what I thought was love, and found pain and hurt. The real definition of love is Kelly, who's given me everything and more. The time we share with one another is breathtaking. I feel safe in her arms, she embraces me; touching every bone in my body as it tingles to the touch of her warm flesh. Her presence lingers in my mind when she isn't physically with me, always on my mind, and in my heart. She cares for me, the way no one can and ever will. Our time spent with each other is blissful. The sound of her voice lets me know that I am safe from all danger. Her lips - oh, how sweet! The laughter we share is like no other. All is serene.

My problems, which she has not caused, are but small deteriorating objects that escape my mind when she comforts me. She respects me, not just as a husband, but as a person and a man. She is always honest with me, giving me advice which helps me in becoming a better person.

She brings out the best in me, the Simon who has been shut away from his feelings, worrying too much about the well being of others rather than himself, neglecting what means the most. Our relationship could not, and would not survive without forgiveness. The relationship we share is like no other. She looks out for my best interests. Helping each day with the patience I need with others. If I fall, she is right by my side to lift me up.

She is perfect in every way, shape, and form. Happiness describes every moment we share. We've gone beyond our limits, surpassing each other's barriers. What we have may become stale at times but will re-make and once again be fresh.

When I am in pain she is my remedy. She replenishes the holes made by others in my heart, mending them with her thoughtfulness, kindness, and well-being. She quenches my thirst, whatever it may be. She serenades me as if I were a king in a royal family. Oh, how I cherish her. We were once strangers, but have become the love of one another's lives.

Thank you, Kelly. Thank you for everything you've done and for everything you're still doing - It means the world to me.

The Christmas Spirit

2010-12-08T13:19:00.001-05:00

Snowflakes falling on the ground
Listen to that beautiful sound
While you walk along the way
Notice the track of Santa's sleigh

Gifts, lights and a Christmas tree
Is what in every house you see
The stockings full, the kids asleep
While Santa around the corner sneaks

Reindeer and a big bag of gifts
The man in red through the night he lifts
When he flies away the bells you hear
Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year

A Winter Fantasy

2010-12-06T23:50:00.001-05:00

Snow flakes falling from above
Let you feel the winter's love
Everything around is white
Shining in the moon so bright

Chase the flakes with a windy blow
Wave them where they always go
Deep in wooded forest hollow
Where the trees forget their sorrow

I like to walk on fresh fallen snow
It sings a song as I walk along
Snowflakes tumble to the ground
As they fall without a sound

Let's enjoy that winter scene
Something you have never seen
Untouched snow, can't you see
A beautiful image, a winter fantasy

The Secret World Of Santa Claus

2010-11-30T16:12:00.004-05:00

Wow... how this brings me back into my childhood. The Secret World of Santa Claus is an animated TV show (my favorite to be exact) which I've been watching every year starting in December when I was younger. It's been re-runs for the last, probably at least ten years, but I can never get tired of those. I've never seen it air here in the USA, but I finally found it in English and even found out that you can order them on DVD. Man, I really need some kids, so stuff like this doesn't sound too childish and I actually have a reason to get excited about it. Oh well... anyway, here's a small preview from it and I really do recommend this to everyone who has children or - and that would be my case - just absolutely loves Christmas!

Undying Devotion

2010-11-27T01:05:00.001-05:00

Before you came into my life, I had given up on ever finding my soul mate; the one person who could set my heart on fire with just one look. I thought that was the stuff of silly, dime store romance novels. At first you were just another face in the crowd - just another somebody passing aimlessly by, until that fateful day when my eyes laid upon your beautiful face. It was like a ray of sunshine peaking through a cloudy sky. It doesn't take a genius to work out how much I love you, but it takes a very clever person to work out why. You are the gentle breeze in my world of chaos, the calming presence that tells all to be still. When I'm down you lift me up, when I'm tired you spur me on. When I sleep I snuggle in the warmth of your embrace and feel safe. You are my security blanket from the everyday rigors of life. I cherish the day we met, and the love we share. I love you more with each passing day. And it eases me to know that as tomorrow approaches, that I will love you more than yesterday and tomorrow will be more than today. My love for you cannot be measured by words alone as "love" does not fully express my feelings for you. When I think of our love it reminds me of the miracles of life that only something higher can produce. Like the beautiful sunsets and sounds of Mother Nature that sooth our hearts and remind us of something bigger than we can imagine, where two hearts can intertwine and become one. Like two birds in love that fly in harmony and appear to dance with grace and the innocence of a child. You and only you have given me so much hope and have made me realize the true meaning in life. The true meaning of how a man should treat a woman and the true wonders of why we're here. Baby, please accept my heart as your own and listen to the rhythm of two hearts beating as one. This is my will and my reason to live, for without you I would crumble to dust. I now know that dreams of that one true soul mate are truly real and until now were only a fairy tale. Thank you for giving me the opportunity to realize that not only is there a higher being, but it works in so many ways.

Friendship

2010-11-27T01:04:00.001-05:00

Something so unique. A bond far stronger than we could imagine for it can bear any pain, face any hurdle and still remain as strong as the first day it was built between two people. True friendship is rare to find, but those tho find it are the luckiest of all. Friends know how to make a bad day seem perfectly good.They know how to forgive when one fails to see the truth. They know how to give, know how to care and how to be there when you need them. Friendship is something which makes everything seem much easier, because if you have one near you, you wouldn't mind swimming through the void. Because you know wherever it may carry you, you have someone you can rely on and trust. Life is a hard battle but having a true friend near you makes the journey seem much easier, knowing someone is there with whom you can share your darkest secrets, your stupid dreams and your fears and hopes. Someone who will scold you and show you what's right. Someone who wouldn't budge from your side when a storm hits. Life is sometimes boring, so you need a friend to spice things up, and having a true friend beside you will help you find the missing ingredients in your life.

Ready Or Not - The Christmas Season Is Almost Upon Us

2010-11-15T19:15:00.007-05:00

The time is almost here again, where everything is possible and everyone is filled with that Christmas spirit. Well I don't know about you all out there, but I certainly can feel it already. I went shopping for some outdoor Christmas decorations in the beginning of November and it couldn't have been too early for me. Christmas movies are already recording on our DVR and cinnamon candles have been lit also. Perhaps we'll be able to get a train for around the tree. I've always wanted one, but never actually gotten one. Also, having a collection of all those Christmas houses you can buy at the stores and build your own little town is something I hope to have in the future. I'd even build something just for Christmas to put it on. I also hope that we somehow can manage to go up north to Frankenmuth, the Christmas town of Michigan. I know it's about 2 hours away, but since it's the last Christmas we're going to spend in Michigan, I hope it'll happen. I sure would love to visit Bronner's - The World's Largest Christmas Store (www.bronners.com)

The huge tree in front of our house is almost naked and our front and backyard has been covered with leaves. Oh how I love this time of year - The days our longer, the temperatures are colder and we're even expecting the first snow of the season this week. As soon as Thanksgiving's passed, we'll be decorating the inside and outside of the house and of course we're going to buy a Christmas tree. I know it's not hard to see how excited I am about the upcoming season, but that's just me - always has been, always will be.

I'm actually quite a bit sad that we won't be having a Thanksgiving dinner over at my mom in law's house. She's been hospitalized again, about the 5th time in four months, and she's currently in a nursing home. Going to the hospital so many times for the exact same thing and they don't take care of it just doesn't make sense to me. I guess I'd have to be a doctor to understand, but it bothers me. It's not only stressful for her, but for us too. I hope she's feeling better soon and that she can finally put all that stuff behind her. Anyway, even though Thanksgiving is quite a busy holiday over at the Lester home, I enjoy it. So this year we'll be having our own little Thanksgiving dinner, which I'm looking forward to as well.

I have so many things in my life to be thankful for and lots of people don't even know that. Just the other week I finally sent my dad a package with a letter. I took the time to tell him how much I love him and how much I appreciate everything he does. I can always count on him and know that he'd help me if I needed his help. I wanted to tell him all that, because you never know how much time you have left with a person you love. It could all change in a second and I wanted him to know how I feel.

Every day I wake up, seeing my wife and realizing how thankful I am to have found her, to have the chance to love her and spend my life with her. I couldn't have wished for a better woman by my side and even though I make sure to tell her that I love her all the time, I don't think she actually knows how thankful I really am. But how could I ever let her know anyway? In all that time I've been with her, I haven't gotten close to explaining what I feel for her. Believe me, I've searched for ways that would truly let her know, but there's no way my feelings for her could be explained. At least not as of 2010. Maybe one day in the future, when technology's even better than now, I'll be able to explain.

I'm also thankful a lot for my sister in law. She's done so much for me since I know her and she's been a wonderful friend to me. Being there for one another is just as important to her as it is to me. I wish for her that she'd be taking things slow and calm down. Running around all the time just isn't healthy and if she continues doing that, it'll break her. But what am I saying anyway, we'll be moving back to Arizona next year, and everything will change then.

I'm thankful for everyone who's in my life and everyone who's been in my life. Many people have touched my life, but once a friendship is over there usually isn't a way back, because people have been hurt. I've had a lot of different friends in my life but no matter how much they meant to me, they vanished anyway. I've always said that I choose quality over quantity, but I've come to realize that I can't depend on that either. The people I really need and know will never leave me are by my side, and that's all I need!

How much I love you, you'll never know

2010-11-09T20:39:00.000-05:00

The snow falls gently on a winter's night
But inside by the fire I hold you tight
As the burning flames start to dance
My thoughts of you turn to romance
In the light of the evening fire's glow
How much I love you, you'll never know

Though it's cold outside, it's warm in here
And the one I love I'm holding near
Snow may fall but I don't mind the weather
As long as you and I can be together
The night is young and we've nowhere to go
How much I love you, you'll never know

We don't care about the winter storm
Nestled with you, it's cozy and warm
The storm may rage and the snow come down
But as long as I've you to wrap my arms around
The snow can fall and the four winds blow
How much I love you, you'll never know

Later on we'll retire to our room
Hoping to relieve our winter gloom
Replacing the cold with our own little fire
Of being with you I can never tire
But as much as I set your passions aglow
How much I love you, you'll never know

I'm Proud It's You

2010-10-20T14:15:00.000-04:00

Looking back on the time we shared
Nothing else in my life has compared
Joined together hand in hand
Part of some much larger plan
You have brought to my world such sheer delight
Making my time on earth so sunny and bright
I am so thankful for the time we spend
Time together I know will never end
From the first time I saw your face
I knew you were my saving grace
Like a drowning man who’s been thrown a rope
You’ve provided me such unending hope
Casting my loneliness to the side
Never once breaking your stride
Like a gift from Heaven above
I’m so thankful for your love
A true love that will never fade
I’m thankful for the love we made
All the times we held each other tight
Making love with all our might
A special dance between the covers
That could only be done by true lovers
Thankful I have you to hug and hold
Thankful for the passion you let unfold
I'm sure this time with you will never end
For it is time spent with my best friend
So thankful for the joy you bring
Symbolized by a wedding ring
I know the best is yet to come
Though we are two, we think as one
For no matter what the future may bring
I am proud it is you who wears my ring

4th Anniversary Letter

2010-08-02T13:35:00.003-04:00

My Dearest Kelly

I am taking a moment to think of you, which follows all the moments I think of you, which fill my day.

And in this moment, I am thinking of your lips, your eyes, your features and your figure; your warmth as I hold you; the smell of your hair as we kiss -- all the things that excite me when I look at you and am near you. I am thinking of them, and reflecting how little they mean when I also think of you -- the inner you. The soul I have come to know and cherish, for your kindness with people, your gently manners, and the way you strive to be a better person every day. This is what I love. The you that I know lasts forever, and that I intend to be with forever.

There is so much I would like to say to you, to tell you what you mean to me... but the words don't ever come. You have the most amazing way of showing me how much you care; you share things with me that I couldn't share with anyone else. And through everything we have gone through, all I have to do is lean on you and know my heart and soul are safe. There have been a few speed bumps in our road, but we always stay hand in hand, heart to heart and soul to soul.

I never knew love until you; I can't imagine life without you. You are my everything and I am so blessed with your love and devotion. I love you, Baby, more than I can ever tell you. There are no words for the love I have. It is yours, always and forever, for eternity and beyond.

The first time I heard you say the words, "I love you", it was like a load had been taken off my shoulders. I heard them but was scared but knew that I wanted to hear them again and again for the rest of my life from you.

You have opened up new and exciting doors for us that I can't wait to explore with you. When I feel your touch, my heart melts and my soul is set on fire with desire to hold you and kiss you. You have become my very best friend and my lover. This is love.

I love you with all my heart and soul, now and forever. Thank you for being you and wanting me.

Things Are Looking Good

2010-05-26T21:20:00.004-04:00

They patio is finally finished and the garden is blooming. Having a backyard sure is an absolutely great thing. We've been working hard and getting all that done and I'm looking forward until it's all finished and we can sit out there and enjoy every thing. Just today I put the BBQ grill on the patio, the table and the chairs and it looks great. I wish we'd have some actual patio furniture, but what we have will do for now.

The temperatures are great too, especially considering that it's not even summer yet. It's gonna be a hell of a summer, and we sure need to have an umbrella ready or we'll be grilled by the sun. Especially looking forward to the evenings we're gonna spend out there around the bonfire. We're just have to have some bug spray, because those mosquitoes are eating me alive. It is finally something we're doing for just us and it feels great.

Kelly is now officially 9 days smoke free, and I love it. She's in a better mood lately, but I still have to be strong. I know she can do it and I'm very proud of her, I just can't mention it or I get yelled at... LOL.

So things are looking much better than in the beginning of the year, and even though I'd never thought I'd say that back in the beginning of 2010, but it is going to be a great year.

More Beautiful Every Day

2010-05-11T14:41:00.002-04:00

They say that time is the great thief
Robber of beauty and of looks
I have heard it spoken times before
Have read of it in books

But as the years go by with you
I realize more and more
You just get that much better
So much better than before

For what may have caught my eye
Was surely your pretty face
But over the years I have come to know
Your true beauty and inner grace

For your true beauty is not seen
Not what you choose to show
It is your beauty that lies inside
The beauty I’ve come to know

And as the years pass on by
You age just like fine wine
And every year that passes by
Makes me glad you’re mine

Far from your beauty ever fading
I feel that I must say
You just keep on getting better
And more beautiful every day

Of This You Can Be Sure

2010-04-27T18:02:00.001-04:00

The summer sun rises over the hills
With a beauty and certain grace
But it cannot compete with the beauty of you
Or the beauty of your face

The falling snow in wintertime
Makes everything look so new
But it cannot compare with the beauty
The beauty that is you

The birds in springtime sing their song
So sweetly and so pure
But they cannot compare with your sweet words
Of this you can be sure

The colorful leaves on autumn trees
All covered with morning dew
May be glorious in their beauty
But are nothing compared to you

All the wonders on this fine earth
And the glory of up above
Are nothing compared to your sweet charms
Or the beauty of your love

I'm Proud It's You

2010-04-10T23:52:00.003-04:00

For That Special Someone

2010-02-25T21:42:00.001-05:00

She is who pumps deep through my veins
My mouth utters passionately for her name
Referred to as my wife, but she is much more
She is what I breath and what I live for
She touches me in ways I cannot feel
Encloses me whole, with her lips as a seal
Our love is wrapped by an imaginary band
Bonded together through each of our hands
Heaven sent me an angel who recites her hymn
Love overcame lust and I overcame sin
Taking me to new levels; I'm swept off my feet
Her love… the one and only thing my heart beats
True love never ends, nor does it die
This is going to be the new Bonnie & Clyde
There is no question, I drop the 'why'
She is the one, my wife till I die

I Love You, Goodbye!

2010-02-23T22:32:00.001-05:00

I was trying to keep my head held high
But all that's left is to say goodbye
My heart is broke, my soul is hollow
There's nothing left for me to follow
Day by day you fight through the pain
Because of something stuck in your brain
How did this happen? What went wrong?
Heaven is just not where you belong
I don't know what to do without you
Or how I'm going to make it through
You will be gone and I will be here
Just thinking about it fills me with fear
You are so young, you deserve to live
But there's nothing more that you can give
Nobody knows how long it's gonna take
For you are weak and might soon break
I think about this every brand new day
And I wish there was a way for you to stay
But with a heavy heart and a tear in my eye
I'm letting you go, I love you, goodbye

A Thought of You

2010-02-15T14:28:00.004-05:00

My kind of music
My favorite song
I want to be with you
All day and all night long

A spring breeze
A summer sun
Now that I know you
You are my one

A winter sparkle
An autumn tree
Added all up
It equals you and me

My best friend
My only lover
From here on out
I'll keep you forever

A good laugh
With some happy tears
You're the one I go to
Through all the coming years

When it rains it rains
When it snows it snows
I wrote this specially for you
and you're the only one who knows

You keep me warm
When I'm so cold
As if my heart were for sale
To you it was sold

Whether playing our favorite game
Or to music we sing and listen
When it comes to you
There's just no competition

Not the best cut diamonds
Or the reddest rose
Could ever amount to
When you hold me close

And when everything is said and done
The night is over and we've had our fun
Out of all the women I choose just one
The best one of all and that's you Hun

Forever Love

2010-02-15T14:28:00.002-05:00

Your friendship and love,
And all the wonderful things
That they bring into my life,
Are like nothing else
I have ever known.

My heart is complete
With the love we share,
And our love grows more
Beautiful each day.

I love you,
And as long as we are together,
I have everything I need.

You are with me always...
In a smile, a memory, a feeling
Or a moment we share.

You will always be
My Forever Love

Feel, Listen & Believe

2010-02-15T14:26:00.001-05:00

Lie in my arms
Feel how I hold you tight
In my arms you can be forever
In my arms you can feel secure

Look into my eyes
In my eyes you can read forever
And in my heart
That you'll always be the only one for me

Feel my touches
Feel how your hairs on your neck stand up
I will touch you forever
Cause you're the best that ever happens to me

Hear my voice
How I talk to you
Let me make you happy with saying:
I love you

A Proud Moment

2010-02-09T16:25:00.007-05:00

Four days ago, my wife handed me her pack of cigarettes and told me to put it in the refrigerator. I looked at her, not understanding anything, so she told me that cigarettes stay fresher in the refrigerator and that she's less likely to grab for a cigarette when they're not next to her. I know that it takes a lot to quit smoking, that it's hard but definitely possible if you really want it. She told me before that she's not ready to quit, and I answered her that there's no point in trying then, because you can only do it when your mind is set to it.

I knew the moment she handed me those cigarettes that she was serious. Serious with quitting smoking, or at least cutting it down for right now. There's been times she smoked a lot, hell that includes me too, times when we smoked about one and a half packs a day each and sometimes even more. 30+ cigarettes a day was the usual and the day she started to cut down she only had 11 cigarettes. 11!! Ain't that great? When I look at her I can see that it's not easy for her, but after 6 months of quitting I am ready to support her. I feel strong enough to help her reach her goal. She's doing a great job and I can't even express how proud I am.

She's doing it all on her own, and she's even cut down on the coffee. Instead of 12+ cups a day she's having 2 cups. Cigarettes and coffee definitely is her biggest addiction - besides me that is =] ! No seriously, that was what her breakfasts used to involve - cigarettes and coffee. Cutting down on two addictions is a really big step.

So baby, if you read this, I just want to let you know how very proud I am of you! You're holding up so great and I am here whenever you need some help. Let me be your rock you can lean on whenever you need a break or whenever you doubt yourself. Let me be your punching bag whenever you feel down. I am here for you and I know you can succeed. I know what you're fighting for and I could not be happier.

I love you and always will - Forever & Ever, Babe!!

Light of Friendship

2010-02-06T13:11:00.000-05:00

I've seen the light
And it's in you
In everything you are
And in everything you do

It's a perfect light
That shines for all to see
It radiates from you
And has pierced the heart of me

The light is from a friend
It's a light that keeps me warm
It lets me know how loved I am
And keeps me safe from harm

To you my friend I am thankful
In each and every way
For you lift my spirits up
With every passing day

To know that you are there for me
It makes me feel alive
Because it is your friendship's light
Upon which my love thrives

"Thank you" isn't good enough
But they're the only words I know
It is your light of friendship
That gives my world it's glow

2010 - The Year of Changes

2010-01-31T18:13:00.013-05:00

Like every new year, you decide on a resolution and within a month, or perhaps even a couple of weeks, the resolution is broken. We all know it, we've all done it - once, twice or even more times.

I've done it too, many many times before. Most of the time I've set my resolutions on losing weight and quitting smoking, but so far I've never succeeded. I went on a diet for maybe 4 weeks and then I got tired of it and just went back to the regular way. Thinking about it now I sure could kick myself in the ass, if only I could reach. But anyhow, last August I decided on quitting smoking. Yes, I've done it many times before, the longest was 1 year without a cigarette, but I kept returning to those smoking lung sticks. So on 08/15/09 I decided to quit for good. Not only for me, but for Kelly as well. I want that my little sperms swim in super speed and make sure they get a place in the egg. I want to be able to run around with our kids without breathing like crazy and I don't want the kids to grow up surrounded by cigarettes. My parents both smoked when I was young and studies show that children are more likely to smoke if their parents do. Now I don't want to blame my parents for me smoking, but I'm just saying. Those are the reasons why I quit and I know I'll never smoke a cigarette again. I want to be ready to support my wife when she decides on quitting and I hope she is proud of me and sees that it is possible, you just have to want it!

So that's what happened in the middle of last year. But last year is past. What matters is what's happening now, here and now in the present. And on January 3rd, a healthier lifestyle has begun. We've decided on eating healthy, exercising and keeping an eye on our weight and so far it's going great. I've lost a total of 9.4 pounds and it feels great. Who would have thought that switching to whole wheat bread, whole wheat pasta, red potatoes, light stuff and organic fruits and vegetables would still be enjoyable. Well let me tell you: It is delicious, not to mention good for you. I try to exercise at least 1 hour per day with 2 break days a week. It's not always easy but Kelly sure pushes me through. I think she really enjoys working me that hard and hearing me screaming, but after the hour is over it feels great. 'Failure is NOT an option' is our motto and if I can barely push the dumbbells up some more, I just repeat that saying in my head. My goal for this year is to lose at least 100 pounds. Big goal huh? Yeah I know, but I can do it. Why you ask? Because I WANT it. I know I said it before, but it's different now. It's totally different. I had to switch the switch in my head first to be able to let my body go through all that hard work and I finally succeeded to switch it in my head.

I noticed that whatever you want to do, no matter how hard it might be, is possible as long as your head is set to it... because...

...'FAILURE IS NOT AN OPTION'

Friendship

2010-01-30T19:04:00.006-05:00

Friendship is a bond between 2 or more people whom you are close with. A friendship is easy to lose but hard to gain. This is because arguments and fights occur easily between pals. However, friendships are difficult to fix back, or form, due to misunderstandings and the difference of likes and dislikes. Some people treasure friendships a lot, while others take these bonds for granted. A friendship should be valued wisely as such matters do help in the future. When you have a problem occurring, you can always find your friends, or vice versa. These precious bonds are like treasures, difficult to find, but easy to lose.

Although numerous people define friendship in different ways, i define it as loyalty, trust and acceptance between people. In order to form a friendship with someone, a person must be loyal to them and the favor will be returned. This means that no matter what, a friend is always there for them, even in the darkest of times. A friend is willing to give them advice when they're faced with a predicament, and they should be always willing to do the same. When they have a bad day, a good friend is there to cheer them up and make them smile again. Secondly, a good friend must be trustworthy. When someone tells another person a secret, they are trying to prove how trustworthy their friends are. But when someone breaks this trust, the friendship is typically broken or badly damaged. Thirdly, in order to be friends, a person must be able to accept others for who they are. They need to be accepting of who the person is on the inside instead of just the outside. A good friend is also never afraid to do something brainless with their friends when they're just looking for a good time. In conclusion, numerous people define friendship in different ways, however I define it as loyalty, trust and acceptance of others.

Real friends are people you can tell everything to. Whether it's something good or bad, friends are there to comfort you and support you in your decisions. It's not always easy to please a friend, but all you need to do is to talk to them.

I don't have many friends, but that is absolutely fine with me. Quantity over quality is my motto for friends and that explains the choice of people I let close to me.

Sometimes

2010-01-22T16:03:00.003-05:00

Sometimes we see things that aren’t meant to be seen
Sometimes things aren’t always as they seem
Sometimes we need someone to call our own
Especially when we’re alone
Sometimes people just can’t understand
Why things get out of hand
Sometimes life just isn’t fair
Especially when people just don’t care
And sometimes it's hard to say
Why things have to be this way
Sometimes it’s all you can do to get by
Especially when dreams continue to die
Sometimes it’s nice to sit in the rain
Even to just relieve the pain
And when we’ve had a really bad day,
Sometimes we just need to get away
We never know what’s wrong with out pain
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same
And sometimes when people get hurt
Even the strongest ones may need comfort

Saying I do

2010-01-22T16:02:00.003-05:00

Saying I do
Is more than saying I love you
It goes beyond describing how my love is true
Because words are not enough to express my love for you.

Saying I do
Is like saying I am here for you
That I am ready to see what the future may bring
Because we are together in everything.

Saying I do
Is saying I am now complete because of you
That the pieces of the puzzle called "my life"
Becomes a beautiful picture called "our love".

And now I am saying "I DO"
As I walk down the aisle with you
This is a lifetime promise that I will hold
A promise I make until we grow old

Let me be

2010-01-22T16:00:00.002-05:00

Let me be the smile that crosses your lips in a silent empty room
Let me lay in close beside you under a silver wishing moon
Let me stay in your mind and dance with you where no one else can see
Let me be your wish for tomorrow, that you and I are we
Let me sooth away your anger, let me kiss away your tears
Let me chase away your demons, let me love away your fears
I have seen your true sorrows, I have felt your true fears
I have seen your anger and still kissed away your tears
My love for you is eternal and each day I love you more
I am yours and wish for you, all you wish for me, and more
Your eyes find life in me, therefore I live
Your heart deems me worthy, therefore I give
You feel my sincerity, therefore I am what I seem
Your mind dreams, dreams for me, therefore I dream
Your silent will beckons me, therefore I am calm
Your heart truly loves me, therefore I am.

Because of you

2010-01-22T15:59:00.003-05:00

You took away my tears
You took away my pain
Without you in my life
I have nothing to gain

You have stayed with me
Through everything, Kelly Lynn
For that I give you my heart
And all my love within

I go crazy when I can't see you
How much I yearn for your touch
The moment that you leave me
I just miss you so much

I don't deserve all of this
I thought it all the way through
But now my life is so wonderful
And it's all because of you

Night of Love

2010-01-22T15:09:00.002-05:00

When you're lying your arms around me with tenderness
Naked skin turning around and moving
We fall onto silk pillows
I don't want miss one second of your embrace

We feel our bodies, deep sensually
Will awake a need which slept in myself
Want to smell your love with every saps
Overcast hot skin wild with kisses

Our shadows move back and forth in the mirror
Full of expectation we want more
Our heart lose in the lurch of desire
Bright of thousand of flickering candles

I want you with lock, stock, and barrel, want all of you
I cover up myself with tenderness that I don't freeze
Pull you to me, enfold you with the rapture of the night
Do what you want with me which you conceived in your dreams

Hot ablaze flames rise in the darkness
Our bodies entangled and dancing in the round dance
Which overturning our voices in pure passion
And abode the most beautiful hours silently

I'm deep in you, your sweet body quakes in ecstasy
We seek for the most beautiful passion
Hold me tight, your hands buried in my hair
Let us experience on the bottomless variety of love

We succumb without orientation in our passion
Stroking each other, caressing, fly to the heaven
A shower let us shaken in cozy warmth
Dropping, resulting in the feeling you hold me tight

Lets fall back into the soft silk pillows
A kiss from you and I don't want to know what you're thinking about
I tell you, that I don't want to miss you
Dreaming in the sleep we await the day

You (A poem about you)

2009-10-15T16:06:00.001-04:00

A hand to hold through old age
A person to laugh with even though
The joke wasn't that funny
A smile shared during everyday life
Because you are there with me
A beauty that catches my eye
Every time you walk in the room
A warm feeling in my heart
Because you show me that you care
A tingling in my bones
Because you touched me
A trance like state
You put me in with a waft of you
A calm moment from the storm inside
Because your voice graced my ears with "I love you"
A naked feeling down to my soul
Because you looked at me
A reason to get up every morning
And to dream every night
These are but some of the things that are you
And for that I am happy you are in my life

3rd Anniversary Letter

2009-08-02T13:37:00.001-04:00

Have you ever caught yourself wanting to be someone else? Maybe someone who has enough money so you wouldn't have to worry about paying your bills? Or maybe even someone who you thought looked better than you do? Well, I myself have had those wishes. I wanted to be someone else just to escape from what I had, or what I didn't have.

I often asked myself, what if I was a different person would my life be any better? Or what if I would have more money or a better job, would I be happier? In that moment I thought the answer was 'yes'. If I had more money and could pay bills on time I wouldn't have to worry about late fees, or even that they shut it down. I wouldn't have to turn around every penny while going grocery shopping. But then after that moment I came back to reality. I came back to what I actually had and just took it the way it was.

All this changed when I met you, my princess. I still caught myself thinking things like; What if I was a different person and would have met you in America? What if I'd have enough money to buy you everything you wanted? What if...? All this stopped after a while, though, cause I came back to the same answer every time; If I was a different person I wouldn't have you. I wouldn't have what we share, and I probably would have never met you. Now and then I still wish that I'd have a lot of money, so I could buy you everything you want. Not being able to buy you something, whether it's a new car or just some milk still makes me very said. After a while, though, I never found myself wishing I was somebody else anymore.

You changed my whole life, baby. I knew the moment you entered the chat room on foolmoon that you were someone special. You cast a spell over me,starting with your nickname, and when you started talking I thought that you were the cutest person ever.

You just have it all! You are very sexy, not just in a physical way but also mental. I love the fact that you are intelligent, which is another reason I got drawn to you. You are beautiful, inside and outside and you fight for what you stand for. You have your own opinions and you tell them, no matter what. You have your dreams, and you don't even know how proud I am of you. I adore you with every single beat of my heart and I'm going to support you in everything you want to do.

We've been together for three years now and we both know it wasn't always easy. We've had up and downs in our relationship but our love was strong enough to put us through all that. I've never felt so confident in my life as I feel about our love and I can't wait for all the other things life has waiting for us. I am so sure about our love, you and our marriage that I know we will make it through anything.

From the bottom of my heart, with every fabric of my being and with more love than I've ever had for somebody do I promise you to always be here for you, to support you in everything that may come and to listen to what you have to say. Whether you just want to have a hug or you need my shoulder to cry on, I will be here. If you need a hand to lead your way, I will be here to do so. If you feel insecure, I'm the one to give you safety and if you just want to talk, I'm here to listen.

I love you, Kelly Lynn. I love you the way nobody could ever love you. I love you forever and ever, no matter what and I will work my whole life long on making you as happy as you make me.

A Piece Of Art

2009-03-03T15:45:00.001-05:00

Word after word
Good grammar preferred
While writing each line
The thoughts combine
Each letter transferred

The story goes on
The picture gets drawn
Characters created
All the points stated
The mistakes foregone

Movements so smart
Words from your heart
Your mind is flowing
And your face glowing
Writing; A piece of art

The Colder, Darker&Longer Days Of The Year!

2008-11-04T18:59:00.007-05:00

Only 51 more days until Christmas, and it seems that I'm very excited about the upcoming season this year. I always got excited when Christmas - or better say - December was around the corner, but this year I just can't wait. It might have to do with the new house. We now live in a very friendly neighborhood which was decorated around Halloween as well. I'm pretty sure it'll look even more nice around Christmas. I really want to decorate our house too. I mean I know we're gonna do that in the inside, but hopefully outside as well. I'm not really excited about getting gifts. Having a big Christmas tree, decorated nicely and a lot of gifts under it, not for me but from me, would make a great Holiday. And of course the matchable music to it just makes it perfect. Entering the house, smelling homemade cookies or just cinnamon candles is a part of the Christmas Season too. I would also like to go to a Christmas market. Smelling whatever is in the air, cookies, snow or just Christmas itself. Something you just have to experience.

I can't wait for the snow to come, also when we are in the 70's again today, I hope it'll come soon. Waking up in the morning, looking out the window, seeing how snowflakes dance their way down to the ground. Building up with every second, melting together to a beautiful white landscape. And of course I hope we'll get a lot of snow.

All that excitement usually started around the beginning of December, but this year it started before Halloween. Can't wait for Black Friday either. Standing in the cold for hours, just to get stuff in the store on sale. Actually crazy, but a great experience!

So let the winter come and let all the excitement begin!

Memories

2008-10-30T22:34:00.007-04:00

One and a half years ago, everything was different to now. We lived in different countries, trying to live through our days without breaking apart. A voice on the phone and a face on a cold computer screen was the only thing we had from each other, besides the everlasting love that connected us. Waking up in the morning, looking to the right and there she was. I've never seen anyone being so beautiful in her sleep. She was laying there, the blanket up to her chin, being in a dream world while her eyelids were moving. I remember watching her for hours until she woke up. Since we had the time difference of 9 hours, I often stayed up until the morning, so I could spend as much time with her as possible. Days past without turning off our laptops . Days when we saw each other through cam 24/7. We were more than thankful for those days, because being a part from each other just made it worse.

Tuesday March 29th, 2007 was like most of our days. I woke up and waited in front of the computer for her to wake up. Sometimes the hours were longer, sometimes shorter, but when she finally woke up, I took the cutest pictures I've ever seen.

The pictures are a bit blurry, and you might not exactly see what I see, but to me, these two pictures mean the world to me; the way she looks at me like nobody before always puts a smile on my face and every time I see the pictures, it brings back memories. Memories of sadness, Memories of happiness and Memories of being in love with somebody like never before. But mostly it shows me how much she loves me and that we have memories like nobody ever before.

I love you Kelly Lynn, I love you like I've never loved anyone before. I love you so much that even God can't take you away!

I'll be there for you

2008-10-25T00:04:00.002-04:00

(Verse 1)
Sometimes I see you all alone
Where will we go it is unknown
It's crazy but it's true
I know that you love me too

(Verse 2)
Sometimes our hearts beat along as one
We share our souls, you know it Hun
I know I want to share my life with you only

Thank you (Thank you), for loving me so much
Thank you for all the dreams we share together

(Chorus)
Do you know that I'll be there for you, forever there for you
There's no other girl I wanna be with
Can you see that I'll be there for you, always there for you
I'll be right here waiting whenever you need me

(Verse 3)
The thought of you keeps driving me crazy
I can go on just singin' this song
I still do believe that you're my destiny

Thank you (Thank you), for loving me so much
Thank you for all the dreams we share together

(Chorus)
Do you know that I'll be there for you, forever there for you
There's no other girl I wanna be with
Can you see that I'll be there for you, always there for you
I'll be right here waiting whenever you need me

(Bridge)
What is love if not with you girl (What is love if not with you girl)
All that i do,is just for you (Just for you)
Baby it's true (Baby it's true)

(Chorus)
I'll be there for you, forever there for you
There's no other girl I wanna be with
Can you see that I'll be there for you, always there for you
I'll be right here waiting whenever you need me

(I love you)

Under The Sun

2008-10-22T03:25:00.002-04:00

Me and my wife wrote this poem together. I started off with the first stanza, my wife wrote the next and so on and on...

I feel the sea breeze
Going through my hair
While I'm down on my knees
With you my feelings I share

I sit and stare
Into your beautiful eyes
Nothing but love
To me it wasn't a surprise

I never would have thought
To love someone so much
But what heaven has me brought
Is an angel with sensational touch

An angel I'm not
I do understand your feelings
Whenever we meet at this beautiful spot
Your love always leaves me reeling

The connection between us
Is beyond everything we're wishing for
Each others hearts we possess
Never again alone anymore

I like the sound of forever.
But is this a dream or real?
Will we always be together?
Or will it fade how we feel?

What we feel in our hearts
Can not be denied
Here and now is where it starts
And soon we'll be groom and bride

That is a sweet thought
And if what you say is true
You will be my husband, I your wife
And in God's eyes we'll say I do!

Halloween

2008-10-22T02:55:00.008-04:00

It is only one day in October, but like Christmas, it affects the whole month. I do actually get excited about Halloween, excited about carving pumpkins, excited about all the scary and spooky movies running on television and just excited in all, because the first decoration in the year begins.

We've been carving some pumpkins again, really big ones. Oh my was I excited when I went to the car and saw all those big pumpkins in the trunk. Oh my...oh my...oh my. This year we wanted to have some scary and spooky ones, so we surfed the net and found some cool patterns on www.jack-o-lantern.com

After printing the templates the fun began and the end product looked like that!

If Only...

2008-10-22T02:18:00.002-04:00

If only you would know
How beautiful you are
How much my love has grown
Since we're no longer far

If only you could see
How much you mean to me
That only you got the key
And in my heart you'll always be

If only you could feel
How much I love you girl
You'd know it's not unreal
For me you are a pearl

If only you could share
The picture I have of you
Your beauty's like a glare
Just everything you do

If only you would know
How beautiful you are
How all your attributes glow
And you'll always be my star

This Is Real - This Is Me

2008-10-22T02:17:00.003-04:00

When I look in the mirror
And I see what I see
It could not be clearer
Like the water in the sea

Brown eyes and a dimple
on my left cheek when I laugh
And everything so simple
While following my path

Small lips and a lil' mole
In the middle of my nose
And a love in my soul
That day by day grows

That and so much more
Is just a piece of what I see
When I look in the mirror
This is real - This is me

From Above

2008-09-11T16:00:00.000-04:00

We met in the most unconventional way
An everlasting love right from the start
She brights up every brand new day
And knows me heart by heart
I'm thankful for so many things
That happened in my life
Most grateful for a person with wings
My angel, my princess, my wife

Walking With You

2008-06-15T17:04:00.000-04:00

What a day, wanna know
What a night, to show
She was innocent , that special touch

What a day, wanna know
What a night
What a day (oh no)
She is all I ever need in love

A day and night can seem so long
When you're loving every minute of
What a day, what a night, (oh no)
Think about her 9 to 5 call her up about a thousand times
I'm gonna be...

Walking with you and talking with you
For a thousand years , across a thousand miles
And laughing with you , and crying with you
With a thousand tears , to have a thousand smiles
Walking with you and talking with you
For a thousand years , across a thousand miles
And laughing with you , and crying with you
With a thousand tears , to have a thousand smiles

When you know , that it's right
And you know, for sure
She's the one who's gonna love you back
It's ok, to rely, on me - depend on me -
I'll be more than what you're looking for

I wanna run and turn to you
Believe in me I'll only speak the truth
Another day, another night (oh no)
Cause you and me we are the same
It's gonna work there's no one else to blame
I'm gonna be ...

Walking with you and talking with you
For a thousand years , across a thousand miles
And laughing with you , and crying with you
With a thousand tears , to have a thousand smiles
Walking with you and talking with you
For a thousand years , across a thousand miles
and laughing with you , and crying with you
with a thousand tears , to have a thousand smiles

All of the troubles I've past
I've done it for you
For this day when we join
And all of the people I've known
They know about you
Like you said
Your my half
And all of the time , that we've spent
Lonely at night
And all of the promises then
The time wasn't right

Walking with you and talking with you
For a thousand years , across a thousand miles
And laughing with you , and crying with you

Walking with you and talking with you
For a thousand years , across a thousand miles
And laughing with you , and crying with you
With a thousand tears , to have a thousand smiles

Whether or not we're meant to be
Time will tell this old story
I'll be walking with you and crying with you
And laughing with you
And dying with you
Forever, forever

My Life has Changed

2008-02-23T22:04:00.000-05:00

My life has changed
On a day in August
I've learned so many things about myself
And sometimes I think
It could never be better
Cause I feel with all my heart
You're the only one (you're the only one)

I've come long ways
To be where I am
Did all the best
All the best I can
Through you I become
A better man
Believer in love and trust

We have alot together
We have so much for each other
You are in my mind
Through the days and through the nights
Fear of losing you as deep down in my soul
Yeah, we live for the same goal
Yeah you became another part of me
And I wanna thank you endlessly

My life has changed
On a day in August
I've learned so many things about yourself
And sometimes I think
It could never be better
Cause I feel with all my heart
You're the only one (you're the only one)

Yes, I feel with all my heart
You're the only one

Inside of me

2007-08-17T15:41:00.001-04:00

If you could see inside my soul
See inside my heart
You would know how I long for you
Whenever we're apart

If you could see inside my head
If thoughts were things to see
You would know how I cherish you
How much you mean to me

In all the ways you comfort me
The way you hold me near
The way you know just what to do
To chase away my fear

The sparkle in your beautiful eyes
Your smile, laugh, your touch
Are just a few of many reasons
I love you oh so much

Knowing I can talk to you
About any and everything
And knowing together we will get
Through whatever life may bring

I could search the whole world over
And this I know is true
I would never find another love
Like the love I found with you

Though with each new day, each sunrise
We can't know what's in store
There is one thing I know for sure
Each day I love you more

So if you could see inside my head
If thoughts were things to see
Wou would know how blessed I feel
To have you here with me

1st Anniversary Letter

2007-08-02T13:36:00.003-04:00

One year full of love, smiles, tears and patience past and I want to say thank you. Thank you for all the beautiful smiles you brought to my face and the amazing thoughts you gave me all day and all night long. The connection we got from the very first moment is something I never expected. To be that close to each other also when thousand of miles were between us. The strong feelings deep into our souls and the tenderness brought us closer together than we ever thought. The way you love me is just indescribable with words and so do I love you. In our lives will I give you what you want, what you need and what you deserve. I wanna make you as happy as you make me.

To be next to you, to feel, touch and smell you, is the best thing in the entire universe and I never want to miss just one second of it. You, my princess, are all I was looking for and all I ever wanted. You managed it that I became a better man, a man who loves you more than anything in the world. You showed me what's wrong and what's right and made me what I am today. Through days and nights were you on my mind, gave me energy and protected me from nightmares in the night.

As beautiful as the flowers on the top of a mountain and as beautiful as the sun when it brights the earth, are you when you build your lips to a smile. When your hair blows in the wind like a bird who spread his wings and I can hear your beautiful voice sweeter than the sweetest symphony, do I know that dreams come true.

Thank you for being such a unique and amazing woman, thank you for loving me that much and thank you for being in my life and make it so valuable.

With all my heart and soul do I promise you to love you forever and ever, infinity and beyond!

Baby I'm here

2007-07-02T15:43:00.000-04:00

I'm staring at this screen
Not knowing what to say
But knowing that I need
to say something

You're hurting
and I want to be there
to ease your pain

You may never know
How much I truly love you
and how I've only wanted
you to be happy

I have to be completely honest however
that I light up inside
at the mere thought
that just maybe
you'd see me
for what I am

and that would be
so deeply in love with you

And I know the skeptical you
is doubting this to be true

Well I'm not sure myself
How or why
I only know that I do

I have never felt anything as strong
as my feelings are
for you
Ever

Baby I'm here for you
if you should need me
I'm only a phone call away

And I would never betray
your trust
For you mean everything
to me

The Song in our Hearts

2007-06-25T15:43:00.000-04:00

When you listen in the night
and you see the moon shine bright
You can hear the melody of arts
that's the song in our hearts

Our souls are connected
our love finally perfected
With every single touch we feel
it becomes more and more real

The candles soft glare
highlights the passion we share
And you can hear our hearts beating
when our eyes are meeting

The minutes become hours
while we're surrounded by flowers
Just you and me in this room
let this night resume

Lets spoil each other
with kisses we smother
skin on skin we lay
forever here to stay

When the sun begins to rise
and we look into each others eyes
There's the only thing we can hear
that let roll down a tear
when we hear how it starts
The song in our hearts

I miss you

2007-05-14T15:40:00.000-04:00

What I try to say,
is I miss and love you more each day!
It hurts not to see you,
or not to know if you're okay.

I want you to understand
that I loved you from the start.
And I want you to know,
no matter how many miles
we are apart,
you're always in my heart

Simply Perfect

2007-03-12T15:36:00.000-04:00

Beautiful…..
This essence is,
Genuinely perceived.
It is in your smile, eyes and soul.

Natural…..
How we feel,
When we are together.
Something is missing when we are not.

Believe…..
We will always be,
Intimate and unbounded.
Our love will prevail and grow.

Trust…..
Never questioned as,
We are absolutely connected.
Ours hearts are forever shared.

Incredible…..
Our touch brings,
Passionate sensations.
Our energy is combined as one.

Love…..
That is us,
Our greatest strength.
Our eternal destiny together.

The love we share

2007-02-07T16:04:00.000-05:00

The wondrous moment of our meeting
I well remember you appear
My heart a moment later heating
Full of love and without fear

In ecstasy, my heart is beating
My entire body, passion and love
Your closeness was coming speeding
Like a love arrow from up above

When our eyes meet
I lose myself
Like in an ocean thousand miles deep
Dull of love just from yourself

To hear your voice
Is like a sweet symphony
To feel sad there is no choice
Because you own the deepest empathy

Through you I become a better man
A believer in love and trust
All the things I can
I learned from you just

With your beautiful present
You make the world a better place
From the heaven sent
You're like the best ace

I have seen us growing in love
And it will never end
In heaven like a white dove
For nobody to bend

That's our love we share
Insatiable, passionate and everlasting
For each other we always care
A connection which is long-lasting

Female messenger of love

2007-01-22T15:33:00.002-05:00

The female messenger of love
Born in heaven
At home in the sky
Hand of God

Beautiful and innocent
How you can see her
Flying through the nightly sky
Full of brightly shining stars

She found the way to me
And whispered in my ear:
I give you the whole world
The one just for you

I often thought about these words
But couldn't find the fitting piece
Until to a certain day
The day I met you

It was as if I had known you for years
Like my soul mate from a life before
You amazed me from the first moment on
And you're still doing it

One look into your eyes
And the sun is shining
When I hear your voice
It's a melody of love

Now I know what the female messenger of love meant
I got the whole world
The one just for me
And that is you!

Why

2007-01-19T15:31:00.000-05:00

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile
Because I know the list could run on for miles
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch
So many little things that make me love you so much
The way you support me, and help with my emotions
The way that you care and show such devotion
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire
And how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire
The way your eyes shine when you look at me
Lost with you forever is where I want to be
The way that I feel when you're by my side
A sense of completion and overflowing pride
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you
The possibilities I see and the things we can do
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart
How that deep in my soul, you are the most important part
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel
But all you really must know is my love for you is real

The Meaning

2007-01-19T15:29:00.000-05:00

To love is to share life together
Yo build special plans just for two
Yo work side by side
And then smile with pride
As one by one, dreams all come true

To love is to help and encourage
With smiles and sincere words of praise
To take time to share
To listen and care
In tender, affectionate ways

To love is to have someone special
One who you can always depend
To be there through the years
Sharing laughter and tears
As a partner, a lover, a friend

To love is to make special memories
Of moments you love to recall
Of all the good things
That sharing life brings
Love is the greatest of all

I've learned the full meaning
Of sharing and caring
And having my dreams all come true;
I've learned the full meaning
Of being in love
By being and loving with you

Se7en Words

2007-01-19T15:28:00.000-05:00

When I'm with you
Eternity is a step away
My love continues to grow
With each passing day

This treasure of love
I cherish within my soul
How much I love you
You'll never really know

You bring a joy to my heart
I've never felt before
With each touch of your hand
I love you more and more

Whenever we say goodbye
Whenever we part
Know I hold you dearly
Deep inside my heart

So these seven words
I pray you hold true
"Forever And Always
I Will Love You"

Perfection in my eyes

2006-12-26T15:28:00.000-05:00

All I ever wanted was to be part of your heart,
And for us to be together, to never be apart.

No one else in the world can even compare,
You're perfect and so is this love that we share.

We have so much more than I ever thought we would,
I love you more than I ever thought I could.

I promise to give you all I have to give,
I'll do anything for you as long as I live.

In your eyes I see our present, our future and past,
By the way you look at me I know we will last.

I hope that one day you'll come to realize,
How perfect you are when seen through my eyes.

A wish

2006-12-26T15:26:00.000-05:00

I lie on the ground
And stare into space
The stars start to move
Into the shape of your face

I see you there now
Looking down at me
With that cute little smile
That I like to see

You say "close your eyes"
"Tell me what you see"
I see only two people
Just you and me

We're walking the shoreline
With our feet getting wet
The horizon turns pink
As the sun starts to set

We make love through the night
On that white sandy shore
Then I hold you while thinking
I could want nothing more

Oh I wish I could be
In that one special place
As I lie on the ground
And I stare into space

Beauty

2006-12-26T15:24:00.000-05:00

Your lips, your eyes, your soul
Are like a work of art
The most creative thing of all
Is your beautiful heart

If you were a painting
No colors could express
The beauty deep inside you
A rainbow, nothing less

If you were a sculpture
The clay could hardly make
Your figure of an angel
Without one mistake

If you were a euphony
No choir could really sing
All the beautiful music
Your eyes could possibly bring

So here I am, an artist
With inspiration beyond belief
But to capture such rare beauty
I'd have to be a thief

A good feeling

2006-12-23T15:23:00.000-05:00

Each time I feel your warm embrace
I know there's nothing I can't face
Wrapped in your arms and holding tight
When I'm with you things feel so right

In my heart you'll always be
The only person meant for me
I'll shout it out and beat the drums
So all will know you're my sunbeam

To me you're unlike any other
So here's a kiss and then another
Next I'll give you a hug or two
Just so you know that I love you

Hold my hand

2006-12-23T15:22:00.000-05:00

The moon has not
Even begun to go
And the sun had yet to start
It's brilliant shining flow

I sit here thinking
About you all the time
You're the only thing
That sticks inside my mind

Through thick and thin
You're there by my side
You promise to be there
You keep me alive

I love you so much
You can never understand
I'll be with you forever
Just promise to hold my hand

My vow to you

2006-12-17T15:21:00.000-05:00

When you are sad, I will dry your tears
When you are scared, I will comfort your fears
When you need love, my heart I will share
When you are sick, for you I will care

You will feel my love when we are apart
Knowing that nothing will change my heart
When you are worried, I will give you hope
When you are confused, I will help you cope

When you are lost, and can’t see the light
My love will be a beacon, shining ever so bright
This is my vow, one that I pledge till the end
For you above all are my wife and best friend

These words I have written, speak of my love for you
From my lips these words spoken, shall always ring true
God has blessed me, and with your hand in mine
Both of our hearts, will forever intertwine

Into all lives, falls pain and sorrows
I promise together, we will meet all tomorrows
Happy in marriage, honor and love
blessed in unity by God above

Day dream

2006-12-17T15:18:00.001-05:00

Whenever I day dream
And day dream I do
In my secret garden
I day dream of you

I day dream of you
In a faraway land
Embracing me tight
And holding my hand

Holding my hand
And touching my face
Just you and me
In this peaceful place

In this peaceful place
A pristine river flows
Where the unicorns run
A breeze always blows

A breeze always blows
And sings of a song
Our love in a place
Where you're never go

Where you're never go
Is as it would seem
From dusk until dawn
Whenever I day dream

And whenever I day dream,
And day dream I do,
In my secret garden,
I day dream of you.

If I knew

2006-12-17T15:18:00.000-05:00

If I knew how to write a song
I’d write one everyday
It would say that I’m in love with you
And why I feel this way

It would have to say you’re pretty
And as rare as a desert rose
It would say you’re a looker
From your head down to your toes

You are funny, dainty, fragile
And as feminine as can be
You’re smart charming lovely
And everything to me

You’re my comfort when I’m lonely
You’re my peace when I need rest
Of all the women I’ve known
I must rate you the best.

You’re the orchard in the jungle,
You’re the better half of me
You’re all of this and so much more,
You mean the world to me

Still so much is left unsaid,
It would take me far to long
I know how much I love you,
If only I could write a song.

If there is

2006-12-17T15:17:00.000-05:00

If there's one face I want to see
So beautiful, so true
One smile that makes a difference
To everything I do

If there's one touch I long to feel
One voice I long to hear
Whenever I am happy
Or just needing someone near

If there's one joy, one love
From which I never want to part
It's you, my very special love
My world, my life, my heart

You Are

2006-10-15T15:16:00.000-04:00

You’re the thought that starts each morning,
The conclusion to each day.
You are in all that I do,
And everything I say.

You’re the smile on my face,
The twinkle in my eye.
The warmth inside my heart,
The fullness in my life.

You’re the hand that’s laced in mine,
And the coat upon my back.
My friend, my love,
My shoulder to lean on.

You’re my silly, mature, caring,
Thoughtful, bright, and honest girl.
The one who holds me tightly,
When I need to cry.

You’re the dimple in my cheek,
The ever-constant tingle in my soul.
The voice that makes me weak,
The happiness of my life.

You are all I’ve wanted,
You are all I need.
You are all I’ve dreamed of,
You are all of this to me.

You & I

2006-10-06T15:15:00.000-04:00

You and I are connected
in a way that goes beyond romance,
beyond friendship,
beyond what we've ever had before.
It has defied time, distance,
and changes in ourselves
and in our lives.
It has defied every explanation.
Except one:
Pure and simply, we're soul mates.

I can't explain, I just feel it.
It's there in the way my spirits lift
whenever we talk.
The sound of your voice brings me home,
in a way I can't explain.
It's in the delight I feel, when we laugh
at exactly the same things.
When I'll with you,
it'll like a tiny piece of the universe
shifts into place.
A place it's supposed to be,
and all is right with the world.

These things and so many more,
have made me understand
that this is a once in a lifetime,
forever connection.
A connection that could only exist
between you and me.
And deep in my soul,
I know that our relationship
is a rare gift.
One that brings us
extraordinary happiness
all through our lives.

I don't ever let you go

2006-10-03T15:13:00.000-04:00

I know that you've been hurt
Verbally battered and abused
So I be careful with your heart
It can't take another bruise

Your trust has been shattered
Your hope only fell
You was torn between living life
Cause your life was already hell

I taught you how to love again
And not to fake a smile
I wanna give you feelings to your heart
That you haven't felt in a while

You can't explain the feeling
When I wrap you in my arms
Its like nothing could ever hurt you
Cause I'll protect you from any harm

Every time we say goodbye
I never want to go
I hold you tight, it feels so right
i don't ever let you go

Lost in Love

2006-10-02T15:12:00.000-04:00

As I look in your eyes tonight
They have this warm invite
Lost in the rhythm or your heart beat
Haven't ever felt this complete

Held up in your arms of love
And I keep thanking God above
Terrified you might up and leave
You're meant for me, this I believe

Hoping you don't see my fear
As you slowly whisper I love you in my ear
Held back from you for so long
I realize in your arms is where I belong

Can't help this feeling in my heart
From you I don't want to be apart
Dreaming that you'll be with me
To this heart baby you have the key

Baby, I'm hopelessly lost in love with you

The way I wanna make you feel

2006-10-01T15:12:00.000-04:00

I wanna make you feel special
I wanna make you feel new
I wanna make you feel loved
With everything I do

I wanna hold you close when you're sad
I wanna wipe the tears from your face
Everytime we are together
I wanna that it seems like the perfect place

My eyes light up when you enter a room
I smile when we are together
No matter how bad things are
You always make them better

I love the way you kiss me
The way you hold me tight
I love the way you touch me
I could be with you all night

I wanna make you laugh
For absolutely no reason at all
I love how no matter what I do
I wanna be there to catch you when you fall

I just want you to know
That even though we sometimes fight
I will always love you
No matter what, day or night

The Look of Love

2006-09-30T15:10:00.000-04:00

The look of love can be found
in your brown deep eyes
Every time I look at them
it takes my breath away
and I ask myself:
"How long have I waited
to finally hold you
and love you
and look into these profound pools
of brown water?"
the long wait will be over soon
We have waited so long
so long for each other
and finally doom has brought us together
Is it magic or is it just a coincidence?

You got the look of love
onto your face
and I forget time and space
It is time to feel your arms around me
I have waited enough
long enough to finally be rewarded
Every day again, you make me melt
like chocolat left in sunlight
like ice cubes left outside the freezer
Your eyes seem to undress me
with their look of love
and you can't disguise this
I see passion and desire light up
your eyes like candles

The look of love can't be disguised
It is there and you can't hide it
Emotions are stronger than our will
and than our consciousness
Love and feeling most of the time are unconscious
But we have noticed our unconscious emotions
and brought them into our very minds
I can't wait anymore
or I'll go crazy
I am longing for you
and a hug from you
A few more days to go
and we will be rewarded for our patience
Rewarded with a time full of love and happiness
You got the look of love and I got it too

Look straight at me

2006-09-30T15:09:00.001-04:00

Look straight at me!
Say, you love me!
Say, you need me!
Say, you miss me!

Only together we can be happy
Two halves, once divided, now reunited
Let me take your hand
And never let go
We’ll go through hard times, together
Softly, weightless, light-hearted
We walk on hand in hand
You know exactly
That my heart will always be with you
Wherever you may walk

Come and look straight at me!
Say, you love me!
Say, you need me!
Say, you miss me!

We’ll walk together
Through good and bad times
Reaching for the sun
Reaching for love, harmony and security
That is my desire
Love is like a never-ending fire
Come what may!
We shall never ever divide again
Take my hand and never let go
Let’s carry on together!

Come and look straight at me!
Say, you love me!
Say, you need me!
Say, you miss me!

Y o u

2006-09-22T15:03:00.000-04:00

You...

...are the warm summer rain which soaked my skin
...are the intoxicatingly gust which let me fly
...are like flower magic and your smell seduces myself
...are the mirage which touches my almost die with thirst heart

You...

...are the softly absorbent cotton cloud which cradles me with softness
...are the heavy monolith which always is in the soul
...are the bird in the night which escorts me with the vibrancy
...are a wizard which prepares me a fantastic world

You...

...are a bright light, the star which is born for me
...are sometimes the innocence and still the deceit from the devil
...are my ocean, in his amplitudes I can feel free myself
...are a sunbeam always than when the haze begun

You...

...are a whirlwind cause you're turning around yourself in my head
...are the drew drop which dodges around tenderly my lips
...are the little girl which looks round the corner with humor
...are my leading hand also in the darkest night

You...

...are my love without it I never exist
...are just unique and my heart doesn't stand silently again
...are my life the elixir which created my dreams
...are my baby and also my hero

You...

...are my beginning and never my end
...are all to me on that world, all what bind me
...are all what I need, all what my life makes worthwhile
...are trapped cause a part of you lives in my heart

***I love you!***

My promise to you

2006-09-20T15:02:00.000-04:00

I can't promise you that I will always smile.
There will be times of sadness
When I will miss you more than other times
And when I will need your reassurance.

I can't promise you to always be the same.
But with you I know that I can always be myself
And share my feelings and thoughts with you.

I promise you my honesty.
It was honesty between us from the very beginning,
Honesty that brought us closer.

I promise you my patience.
With the obstacles we face at the moment
It will not always be easy.
But worth it – if we don’t give up on love.

I promise you my understanding.
In the ups and downs that life may hold for us
We will need to help each others
When we feel down.

I promise you my true feelings.
To share my happiness and sadness with you
And to always be there for you
When you want to laugh or need to cry.

Most of all, I promise you my love.
Here and now, unconditionally, tender and passionate,
With no boundaries or limits.

Always with you

2006-09-09T15:00:00.000-04:00

Sometimes
When I have to go
I don't do that really
You just can't see me than
Not longer touch me
But I will always be with you doesn't matter where you are
Will be the wind which goes softly through your hair
The rain which touch your skin
The rainbow on the skyline which present you the most beautiful colors
The sun which warm you up
The smell from the summer which you inhale
The earth on which you're walking
The night in which I let the stars beam for you
The day which gives you thousand surprises
The hope which hold you when you're sad
The feeling which is into you
When you're lucky

You can speak with me cause I will ever hear you
Or just cry
Than I take you into my arms
And you will feel you free
I will guards over your sleep
And present you wonderful dreams
You don't have to be scared
If you think about
You're never be alone
Cause I will ever be there
If you think at me
Like I am at you
I love you...

I've found my endless love

2006-08-06T14:59:00.000-04:00

I've been searching a long time
for someone exactly like you
I've been traveling all around the world
waiting for you to come through

Someone like you, makes it all worth while
Someone like you, keeps me satisfied
Someone exactly like you

I've been traveling' a hard road
Looking' for someone exactly like you
I've been carrying' my heavy load
Waiting for the light to come shining through

I've been doing' some soul searching
To find out where you're at
I've been up and down the highway
In all kinds of foreign lands

I've been all around the world
Marching to the beat of a different drum
But just lately I have realized
The best is yet to come

A star in my heart

2006-08-05T14:56:00.002-04:00

I miss you so much
I wish just one touch
Now in this moment from you
That it is why I´m talking to you...

I have a pretty dream
Of you and me
Standing together now and forever

To stand in the sky near stars and moon
To stand in heaven near light to be warm
My head on your shoulder - a look in your eyes
I wish I could say
I´m not fantasy´s

In the middle of my heart you are shine
In the middle of my mind you are ever mine

Have you ever loved somebody - just like I love you?
Have you ever feel a heart in your´s?
Do you know what I mean?
I´m just loving you...

I need no one else to be happy in life and death
I need no one else to stay in heaven on earth
You on my side, it´s all that I need
You in my life
Yy sunbeam
Yy liberty.

I will be here

2006-08-05T14:54:00.000-04:00

If in the morning when you wake
If the sun does not appear
I will be here
If in the dark we lose sight of love
Hold my hand and have no fear
I will be here

I will be here
When you feel like being quiet
When you need to speak your mind I will listen
Through the winning, losing, and trying we'll be together
And I will be here
If in the morning when you wake
If the future is unclear
I will be here
As sure as seasons were made for change
Our lifetimes were made for years
I will be here

I will be here,
And you can cry on my shoulder
When the mirror tells us we're older
I will hold you, to watch you grow in beauty
And tell you all the things you are to me
We'll be together and I will be here
I will be true to the promises I've made
To you and to the one who gave you to me
I will be here

A long way to go

2006-07-09T14:51:00.001-04:00

I'm walking on a street, a quiet street
Surrounded by the desert
It's a very hot day
And the air is dry

I'm walking with only my backpack
Inside of it a bottle of water and a picture of you
The water so I won't die with thirst
And the picture to regain energy

I don't know where I am
But my love for you leads me
I don't know when I will arrive
And I don't know how many miles I still have to go

The only thing I know is
When I'm there, you will be ready for me
You will give me your whole heart
And until then, I'm waiting

I'm not walking fast
So I won't be with you too early
Cause I'll give you time
Never mind how long it's gonna take

I will be there
When you need me
And I will be there
When you want me

What I don't want
Is to corner you
And I know you will give me your whole heart
When ever the time is right

And when the time has come
You will be mine
Forever you
Forever me
Forever us

Love is...

2006-06-30T14:49:00.001-04:00

Love is butterflies in the belly
Love is the first ice-cream in the year
Love is somebody put away my fear
Love is light after all long darkness.
Love is to have an angle in your mind,
Love is when the right person you find,
Love is the wonderful person in your head,
Love is the wonderful book which you have read.

Love is when you can’t sleep in the night,
Love is when you see the biggest light,
Love is when you do everything for your love,
Love is when thousand miles to her you move.

Love is when you think of one person,
Love is when you yearn for this person,
Love is when you can’t do something,
Love is when one day the choir for you sing.

Love is to have a sunlight in your live,
Love is to have a rose in your live,
Love is when you have found the true love,
Love is when your true love think you are also the true love.

Love is a blossom red rose in the snow
Love is a warm glove when it's cold
Love is when the sun melts the ice
Love is like the first blossom flower after the winter.

Love is when you can’t live without the true love,
Love is when you die for your true love,
Love is the opposite of hate,
Love is when a moment for the true love you can’t wait

Love is to trust somebody blindly
Love is to accept somebodys weekness
Love is to hold somebody if he's sad
Love is to miss somebody if he's dead.
Love is true
and true love is what I feel for you

Follow your heart

2006-06-28T14:48:00.000-04:00

Just follow your heart
for your heart will know the love that's meant for you
The love that's going to change your world
And last a lifetime through

The perfect love that's yours alone
And has been from the start
The love that you can only find
By following your heart.

As you follow your heart to wherever it leads
I'm hoping it will be
Into the arms of someone who needs you
I'm hoping it leads you to me

I wanna be

2006-06-27T14:47:00.000-04:00

I wanna be the eyes that look deep into your soul
I wanna be the world to you
I just want it all

I wanna be your deepest kiss, the answer to your every wish
I want you to need me like that air you breathe
I want you to see me in your every dream

I wanna be the face you see when you close your eyes
I wanna be your fantasy and be your reality and everything between
I wanna be the touch you need every single night

We belong together

2006-06-26T14:46:00.000-04:00

I can't sleep cause you're not here
You're far away and I can't see you
I miss your face, I miss your smile
I can't believe it, but it's empty here

I'm listening to Rascall Flatts
Because I know you love them
And every time I hear the songs
I see you next to me.

You smile at me and I smile back
I touch your face
And at the same time your soul
And I know, you'll be my darling

When I write with you
I have butterflies in my belly
And when I see you
I'm just speechless

We belong together
I can feel that
My heart is yours
And I will always love you

My Future

2006-06-16T14:39:00.000-04:00

I want to run away
Fly right into your tender arms
Never have you touched me
But still I feel so close to you
All these feelings and secrets inside
I want to share them just with you

You are so far away from me
But yet so close
I think that I could touch your face
Then I try to, I raise my hand
And touch the cold screen

Wishing I could be with you
Feel your arms wrapped around me
Holding me close
Feeling your heart beating

And then I remember one thing
Not too far away from now
This will be reality
I will be with you
Look into your eyes and kiss your lips

And for once again
This sweet feeling of hope arises
Warmth within me
I close my eyes
And I feel you