The Colder, Darker&Longer Days Of The Year!

Only 51 more days until Christmas, and it seems that I'm very excited about the upcoming season this year. I always got excited when Christmas - or better say - December was around the corner, but this year I just can't wait. It might have to do with the new house. We now live in a very friendly neighborhood which was decorated around Halloween as well. I'm pretty sure it'll look even more nice around Christmas. I really want to decorate our house too. I mean I know we're gonna do that in the inside, but hopefully outside as well. I'm not really excited about getting gifts. Having a big Christmas tree, decorated nicely and a lot of gifts under it, not for me but from me, would make a great Holiday. And of course the matchable music to it just makes it perfect. Entering the house, smelling homemade cookies or just cinnamon candles is a part of the Christmas Season too. I would also like to go to a Christmas market. Smelling whatever is in the air, cookies, snow or just Christmas itself. Something you just have to experience.

I can't wait for the snow to come, also when we are in the 70's again today, I hope it'll come soon. Waking up in the morning, looking out the window, seeing how snowflakes dance their way down to the ground. Building up with every second, melting together to a beautiful white landscape. And of course I hope we'll get a lot of snow.

All that excitement usually started around the beginning of December, but this year it started before Halloween. Can't wait for Black Friday either. Standing in the cold for hours, just to get stuff in the store on sale. Actually crazy, but a great experience!

So let the winter come and let all the excitement begin!

Memories

One and a half years ago, everything was different to now. We lived in different countries, trying to live through our days without breaking apart. A voice on the phone and a face on a cold computer screen was the only thing we had from each other, besides the everlasting love that connected us. Waking up in the morning, looking to the right and there she was. I've never seen anyone being so beautiful in her sleep. She was laying there, the blanket up to her chin, being in a dream world while her eyelids were moving. I remember watching her for hours until she woke up. Since we had the time difference of 9 hours, I often stayed up until the morning, so I could spend as much time with her as possible. Days past without turning off our laptops . Days when we saw each other through cam 24/7. We were more than thankful for those days, because being a part from each other just made it worse.

Tuesday March 29th, 2007 was like most of our days. I woke up and waited in front of the computer for her to wake up. Sometimes the hours were longer, sometimes shorter, but when she finally woke up, I took the cutest pictures I've ever seen.

The pictures are a bit blurry, and you might not exactly see what I see, but to me, these two pictures mean the world to me; the way she looks at me like nobody before always puts a smile on my face and every time I see the pictures, it brings back memories. Memories of sadness, Memories of happiness and Memories of being in love with somebody like never before. But mostly it shows me how much she loves me and that we have memories like nobody ever before.



I love you Kelly Lynn, I love you like I've never loved anyone before. I love you so much that even God can't take you away!

I'll be there for you

(Verse 1)
Sometimes I see you all alone
Where will we go it is unknown
It's crazy but it's true
I know that you love me too

(Verse 2)
Sometimes our hearts beat along as one
We share our souls, you know it Hun
I know I want to share my life with you only

Thank you (Thank you), for loving me so much
Thank you for all the dreams we share together

(Chorus)
Do you know that I'll be there for you, forever there for you
There's no other girl I wanna be with
Can you see that I'll be there for you, always there for you
I'll be right here waiting whenever you need me

(Verse 3)
The thought of you keeps driving me crazy
I can go on just singin' this song
I still do believe that you're my destiny

Thank you (Thank you), for loving me so much
Thank you for all the dreams we share together

(Chorus)
Do you know that I'll be there for you, forever there for you
There's no other girl I wanna be with
Can you see that I'll be there for you, always there for you
I'll be right here waiting whenever you need me

(Bridge)
What is love if not with you girl (What is love if not with you girl)
All that i do,is just for you (Just for you)
Baby it's true (Baby it's true)

(Chorus)
I'll be there for you, forever there for you
There's no other girl I wanna be with
Can you see that I'll be there for you, always there for you
I'll be right here waiting whenever you need me

(I love you)

Under The Sun

Me and my wife wrote this poem together. I started off with the first stanza, my wife wrote the next and so on and on...

I feel the sea breeze
Going through my hair
While I'm down on my knees
With you my feelings I share

I sit and stare
Into your beautiful eyes
Nothing but love
To me it wasn't a surprise

I never would have thought
To love someone so much
But what heaven has me brought
Is an angel with sensational touch

An angel I'm not
I do understand your feelings
Whenever we meet at this beautiful spot
Your love always leaves me reeling

The connection between us
Is beyond everything we're wishing for
Each others hearts we possess
Never again alone anymore

I like the sound of forever.
But is this a dream or real?
Will we always be together?
Or will it fade how we feel?

What we feel in our hearts
Can not be denied
Here and now is where it starts
And soon we'll be groom and bride

That is a sweet thought
And if what you say is true
You will be my husband, I your wife
And in God's eyes we'll say I do!

Halloween

It is only one day in October, but like Christmas, it affects the whole month. I do actually get excited about Halloween, excited about carving pumpkins, excited about all the scary and spooky movies running on television and just excited in all, because the first decoration in the year begins.

We've been carving some pumpkins again, really big ones. Oh my was I excited when I went to the car and saw all those big pumpkins in the trunk. Oh my...oh my...oh my. This year we wanted to have some scary and spooky ones, so we surfed the net and found some cool patterns on www.jack-o-lantern.com

After printing the templates the fun began and the end product looked like that!

If Only...

If only you would know
How beautiful you are
How much my love has grown
Since we're no longer far

If only you could see
How much you mean to me
That only you got the key
And in my heart you'll always be

If only you could feel
How much I love you girl
You'd know it's not unreal
For me you are a pearl

If only you could share
The picture I have of you
Your beauty's like a glare
Just everything you do

If only you would know
How beautiful you are
How all your attributes glow
And you'll always be my star

This Is Real - This Is Me

When I look in the mirror
And I see what I see
It could not be clearer
Like the water in the sea

Brown eyes and a dimple
on my left cheek when I laugh
And everything so simple
While following my path

Small lips and a lil' mole
In the middle of my nose
And a love in my soul
That day by day grows

That and so much more
Is just a piece of what I see
When I look in the mirror
This is real - This is me

From Above

We met in the most unconventional way
An everlasting love right from the start
She brights up every brand new day
And knows me heart by heart
I'm thankful for so many things
That happened in my life
Most grateful for a person with wings
My angel, my princess, my wife

Walking With You

What a day, wanna know
What a night, to show
She was innocent , that special touch

What a day, wanna know
What a night
What a day (oh no)
She is all I ever need in love

A day and night can seem so long
When you're loving every minute of
What a day, what a night, (oh no)
Think about her 9 to 5 call her up about a thousand times
I'm gonna be...

Walking with you and talking with you
For a thousand years , across a thousand miles
And laughing with you , and crying with you
With a thousand tears , to have a thousand smiles
Walking with you and talking with you
For a thousand years , across a thousand miles
And laughing with you , and crying with you
With a thousand tears , to have a thousand smiles

When you know , that it's right
And you know, for sure
She's the one who's gonna love you back
It's ok, to rely, on me - depend on me -
I'll be more than what you're looking for

I wanna run and turn to you
Believe in me I'll only speak the truth
Another day, another night (oh no)
Cause you and me we are the same
It's gonna work there's no one else to blame
I'm gonna be ...

Walking with you and talking with you
For a thousand years , across a thousand miles
And laughing with you , and crying with you
With a thousand tears , to have a thousand smiles
Walking with you and talking with you
For a thousand years , across a thousand miles
and laughing with you , and crying with you
with a thousand tears , to have a thousand smiles

All of the troubles I've past
I've done it for you
For this day when we join
And all of the people I've known
They know about you
Like you said
Your my half
And all of the time , that we've spent
Lonely at night
And all of the promises then
The time wasn't right

Walking with you and talking with you
For a thousand years , across a thousand miles
And laughing with you , and crying with you

Walking with you and talking with you
For a thousand years , across a thousand miles
And laughing with you , and crying with you
With a thousand tears , to have a thousand smiles

Whether or not we're meant to be
Time will tell this old story
I'll be walking with you and crying with you
And laughing with you
And dying with you
Forever, forever

My Life has Changed

My life has changed
On a day in August
I've learned so many things about myself
And sometimes I think
It could never be better
Cause I feel with all my heart
You're the only one (you're the only one)

I've come long ways
To be where I am
Did all the best
All the best I can
Through you I become
A better man
Believer in love and trust

We have alot together
We have so much for each other
You are in my mind
Through the days and through the nights
Fear of losing you as deep down in my soul
Yeah, we live for the same goal
Yeah you became another part of me
And I wanna thank you endlessly

My life has changed
On a day in August
I've learned so many things about yourself
And sometimes I think
It could never be better
Cause I feel with all my heart
You're the only one (you're the only one)

Yes, I feel with all my heart
You're the only one