Monday, November 7, 2011

It's Held Within

Goodbye to all those things we have
been through in all those years.
The sadness covered by many laughs
that wiped away our tears.

To be thankful for so many things
when past events went wrong.
Is just not easy or so it seems
but surely makes you strong.

Time has passed and I came to find
the love that's held within.
My family, friends, my wife - so kind
that's where it all begins.

I've learned to cherish everything
and anything that's near.
Be thankful for the way I'm living
all throughout the year. Pin It

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

5th Anniversary Letter

My Dearest Wife,

As a couple we have walked the path of marriage to this destination - our 5th wedding anniversary. Half a decade of marriage - doesn't time fly? In all those years we've experienced quite some times, but everything we've been through has proven our love more and more real. Just like a rain drop falling from the sky, beginning its journey by flowing with the current, its path going through ups and downs until it soaks into the earth where it continuous its journey underground. That's exactly how I'd describe what we have; Cupid's hit us with his love arrow unexpectedly and we've fallen for each other head over heel. Our path has brought us through ups and downs but we kept on going no matter how big the rocks in our way were. When it'll be time for us to leave this world, our love will continuously live on to infinity and beyond underground.

Infinite... Doesn't that have a nice ring to it? I'm loving you so much that I wish time on this world would go on forever. What I know for a fact, though, is that I'll always have you close to me. You're the one person I can always count on. I've put my life into your hands, knowing that there's no better place for it to be and nobody that can care for it as much as you do.

Being with you is like dreaming with my eyes wide open. I'm drawn to you in so many ways that it's hard to focus on anything else. Even after all this time I'm still crazy about you and addicted to you in each and every way. I could spend my days with nothing more but looking at you and listening to that beautiful angel voice of yours. You've put a spell on me when you first entered that chat room and it's never worn off ever since. What makes it so wonderful is that even though I'm aware of that, I don't mind if you put another thousand spells on me. I'm dancing at your fingertips and I enjoy every second of it. I know what I got with you and know that you deserve to be treated like a princess.

A woman's worth is so much more than just looks or how great her curves lie. It's about how she shows her heart and soul and how she presents herself. If all that gets combined and served on a silver platter you know you have something worth much more than you expected.

The time spent on earth is precious and you always got to make the most out of it. I've already made the most out of it by loving and marrying you. There's nothing else I'd rather do than spend my time on this world with you. Our two hearts have melted into one and have not been separated ever since - and never will. When two people like us fit together so perfectly it just has to be right.

So you see, once again I'm trying to say how much I love you but all I'm ending up with is ramblings. How do I put something in words when there aren't any words to describe it? And how would I show you the value of our love when there's not nearly enough money in this world to do that? I didn't really have to think about that for long, because there's only one thing in the universe that can answer all those questions, and that one thing is "love"! Even though I might never be able to fully describe how much I really love you, I will always show you with my love. And even though we'll have enough money to not have to worry about anything one day, there would still never be enough money no matter how much we'd save up or how long we'd live. It's just that simple: Our love is so extremely worthy, special, unique and endless that it's just indescribable. But believe me when I tell you that I'll keep on trying to describe it until I get close to doing so. And even after that I'll continue trying!

We have those special moments when we can't get enough of each other at all and it's like we're back in our teenage years and just fell in love with one another. That's what I love about us. No matter how much time we spend together, there are still plenty of moments where we experience new things about each other and new things about our marriage. There have also been lots of times when I fell in love with you all over again. Either you just said something or once again entered a room in your true beauty, or perhaps you just sat there and looked breathtaking. No matter what, you're my dream come true and I know my dream will go on until the last rose dies.

I am so much in love with you that at times everything else around us seems unnecessary. You are all I need and you are all I want. This is me wanting you to know that my love for you is definite and true and I'll love you endlessly!

Here's to another twenty years. Let us move on to our silver wedding anniversary, before we go to our gold and then to our diamond one. We are meant to be together. We are meant to last forever.

To infinity and beyond.

Happy Anniversary, Baby.

With eternal love,
Your husband
Simon

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Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Aries

A masculine positive cardinal fire sign,
Hot and fiery, always likes to shine.
Lustful and sensual,
Passionate and physical.
Sometimes selfish,
But most of the time expressive.
Now and then possessive,
But ALL THE TIME protective! Pin It

Journey

Lonely and alone
Surrounded by green
In a forbidden zone
What a beautiful scene

The wind is blowing
Wraps me in cold
I'm slowly growing
Lo and behold

Out of control
Tattered and torn
In search for my goal
Before I am reborn Pin It

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

To Believe or Not To Believe

Believing is a big part of life. When growing up you mostly follow the beliefs of your parents, but as you grow older you start to develop your own beliefs. Believing in something is important for most people and differs in the religion you have. As far as I know, God is the one most of the population believe in, but certainly not the only one. Nowadays, New Age comes up in conversations even more than it did back in the days. If I'm not mistaken, it's its own class and doesn't have a holy text unlike most formal religions. It's a mind-body-soul spirituality where people with the same beliefs get together. It is believed that things like healing with only your hands and mind is absolutely possible and unlike any other religion, there's no actual believing in a "Being" (like God, Buddha…etc.)

I grew up in a family filled with non-believers, and even now, I've never believed in God. I went through events like a confirmation and had to attend religious classes in school, but I just couldn't get myself to believe in God. As years passed and tragic events happened, I lost faith in believing at all. I've heard sayings about God, that there's a reason for everything He does, but being filled with pain and confusion, I just couldn't understand why He would take loved ones away from us. Going through life filled with tragic and unfair events showed me even more that something like God just couldn't exist. At least not in my mind.

So here I am, trying to put a post together about something I don't really believe in, but feeling the need of having to do it anyway. I feel that there's something higher than us. Something that watches over us and protects us from bad things. Thinking about all the things that have happened in the world and are still happening, there just has to be a higher being. Some things just don't make any sense at all and to find an actual answer to all those questions is just too hard. So I feel it, but do I actually believe in it? I don't know.

A few days ago, I've asked myself the question of whether or not life would be easier if I'd actually believe in something. Would life so far had turned out different if I'd believed in God? Or believed in anything at all? Would I be a different person if that would be the case? But then I realized something. I thought about it hard and long and came to the conclusion that I indeed believe in something higher. Something that's above us and - I like to think so - protects us from the bad. I found something, something that might be the answer to my question.

Who said that believing in something has to be religious? Who said that the only beliefs you can have are the believing in God etc.? I know for a lot of religious people, that's exactly the case. But what about the spiritual folk? Aren't the things they believe in emotional? Like Love and Astrology? Crystals and Tarot Cards? If I'm not mistaken, that's exactly what it is. I'm not sure if I believe in the telling of the future by astrology, crystals and tarot cards, but I can definitely say that I do believe in love. The moment you are born you receive the love of your mother. Then your father and the entire family come into picture. You receive all their love and you didn't even do anything to get it all. You've only seen this world for a few minutes, but you're already overflowed by it. The receiving continues as you grow older, and by the time you can make decisions for yourself, you start giving love. So if we think about this for a second, love accompanies you throughout your entire life, so isn't the belief in love (which is something spiritual) equal to the belief in a God? (religious).

A lot of questions I might never get an answer to, but I'll definitely keep an open mind when going through life, because you never know when something comes your way that makes you feel 'free'! Pin It

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

I know that you'll heal

You feel like life's stabbing you in the back,
and all the visions you've seen have turned black.

You feel lonely and just want to cry,
because everything is just passing by.

Right now you don't feel like doing much at all,
and in this big world you feel so small.

What is the reason? What is the deal?
It can not be right, it's all so surreal.

The way you are treated, it's simply unfair,
body, mind and soul feel like they tear.

You've done so much with nothing in return,
Soon it'll be no longer your concern.

Imagine the future and see what is there,
there won't be time for sadness to spare

We will be happy and we will have fun,
we'll have adventures and then some more, Hun.

A huge home, a big garden it'll hold,
a new chapter in our story will be told

A jacuzzi and a big pool to swim,
our green grass will have a very nice trim.

One huge room with lots of books to fill,
Where we can read, have a drink and just chill.

In the night I can fire up the grill,
while looking up at the sand covered hill.

But today we live in the here and now,
Where nothing really fills us with a wow.

It will change, but I'm always here for you,
And with everything I'll help you through.

I can't pretend to know how you feel,
but as long as I'm here I know that you'll heal.
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Monday, May 16, 2011

Happy Birthday, Princess

It was a sunny day when you were born,
probably the reason why you love corn.

Your birthday's in spring when gardening starts,
when you grow fruits to make pineapple tarts.

A bomb you are in the kitchen as well,
where you cook things that make my belly swell.

You're more beautiful than you ever were,
let's have a drink so bring out the liquor.

So you can see there's nothing you can't do,
which explains why I'm keep falling for you.

I hope you will have a beautiful day,
with love from your hubby who's gone insane. Pin It

Wednesday, February 23, 2011

All I've Ever Wanted To Be

He was there right by my side
He held my hand, was full of pride
He looked at me, his first born son
And that is how my life begun

From birth on he was always there
Looked out for me, made sure he cared
He showed me things I'd never seen
And took me places I'd never been

I'll never forget the adventures we had
And all the interesting things we'd said
Our days were filled with laughter and fun
And lots of picnics under the sun

In summer we went to beaches in spain
Times spent there sure were anything but lame
And skiing in the mountains in winter for days
Was something that made us go out of our ways

And still after all those many years
After bad choices and lots of fears
Time passed by and I became a man
But he was still there to tell me that I can

He is there through thick and thin
And I can always count on him
No matter what, he's there for me
He's all I've ever wanted to be

Thank you Dad, for all that you've done
Believe me, I'm proud to be your son
I've never told you, but it's true
I know you love me, I love you too Pin It

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Life Ain't Easy

Sometimes in life things just don't go right
People are changing and you lose your light
Everything around you seems to break apart
And that's how it feels deep down in your heart

You start questioning all hat has been
And tears start blurring everything you've seen
Feeling unsure with how your life goes on
Wondering where you will get your strength from

The thing called life is as hard as it can be
We meet different people but nothing's for free
But to truly feel broken, nothing comes close
For the once we love can hurt us the most

Nobody's perfect; that's just how it is
We are only humans, always remember this
We learn from life and life learns from us
There's nobody out there but yourself to impress

Never forget it could always be worse
Take two steps back and start to observe
True friends are always there by your side
But what is worth fighting for only you can decide Pin It

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Good Meets Evil

Anger rising from deep inside of him
Everything's changing; head, blood and limb
Full of temper and full of hate
Damage is done, now it's too late

Her looks are filled with sadness and fear
Screaming and yelling is all she can hear
Like something good that turns into bad
She closes her eyes, it makes her so sad

The time passes slowly while she counts to ten
She wants him to stop, wants the noise to end
Not noticing the rage she sees in his eyes
Wondering if that man is nothing but lies

Into a monster he turns when he's mad
"I'm not gonna live with that" she'd once said
Anger management is what he needs
Before both their hearts forever bleed

Anger rising from deep inside of me
Changing into something I don't want to be
Full of temper and full of hate
Let's work on it before it's too late Pin It

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Be Who You Are...

Taking a look back at old pictures and memories I've noticed how much we've all changed in the past few years. It's a scary concept when you really think about it. We all used to talk about never wanting to grow up and wanting to be kids forever. Things change and it's those changes in our lives that help us shape who we are as adults. Sometimes you can't help but wish you were that kid once again, living life without a care, goofing around and being yourself, and it makes me wonder: What is going to happen to us in the future? Where will our choices take us in life? Who will be there in the end for us?

As we take charge of our lives we grow, and the adults we grow into are undetermined. Take charge of your own destiny, make yourself into the best person you can possibly be. Don't let other people's judgments and opinions take a place in determining who you are as a whole. Yes we will make mistakes, yes we will fall, but in the end we will always pick ourselves back up and keep moving forward.

“Around here, however, we don’t look backwards for very long. We keep moving forward, opening up new doors and doing new things… and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths.” - Walt Disney

As for myself, I'm going to keep moving forward and not let my past mistakes ruin the bright future I have ahead of me. Yes I've screwed up one too many times but that will not hinder my efforts. I am whoever I wish to be, whether that be what the world wants or not. I will always be myself no matter what. I am who I chose to be! Pin It