All I've Ever Wanted To Be

He was there right by my side
He held my hand, was full of pride
He looked at me, his first born son
And that is how my life begun

From birth on he was always there
Looked out for me, made sure he cared
He showed me things I'd never seen
And took me places I'd never been

I'll never forget the adventures we had
And all the interesting things we'd said
Our days were filled with laughter and fun
And lots of picnics under the sun

In summer we went to beaches in spain
Times spent there sure were anything but lame
And skiing in the mountains in winter for days
Was something that made us go out of our ways

And still after all those many years
After bad choices and lots of fears
Time passed by and I became a man
But he was still there to tell me that I can

He is there through thick and thin
And I can always count on him
No matter what, he's there for me
He's all I've ever wanted to be

Thank you Dad, for all that you've done
Believe me, I'm proud to be your son
I've never told you, but it's true
I know you love me, I love you too

Life Ain't Easy

Sometimes in life things just don't go right
People are changing and you lose your light
Everything around you seems to break apart
And that's how it feels deep down in your heart

You start questioning all hat has been
And tears start blurring everything you've seen
Feeling unsure with how your life goes on
Wondering where you will get your strength from

The thing called life is as hard as it can be
We meet different people but nothing's for free
But to truly feel broken, nothing comes close
For the once we love can hurt us the most

Nobody's perfect; that's just how it is
We are only humans, always remember this
We learn from life and life learns from us
There's nobody out there but yourself to impress

Never forget it could always be worse
Take two steps back and start to observe
True friends are always there by your side
But what is worth fighting for only you can decide

Good Meets Evil

Anger rising from deep inside of him
Everything's changing; head, blood and limb
Full of temper and full of hate
Damage is done, now it's too late

Her looks are filled with sadness and fear
Screaming and yelling is all she can hear
Like something good that turns into bad
She closes her eyes, it makes her so sad

The time passes slowly while she counts to ten
She wants him to stop, wants the noise to end
Not noticing the rage she sees in his eyes
Wondering if that man is nothing but lies

Into a monster he turns when he's mad
"I'm not gonna live with that" she'd once said
Anger management is what he needs
Before both their hearts forever bleed

Anger rising from deep inside of me
Changing into something I don't want to be
Full of temper and full of hate
Let's work on it before it's too late